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sales post

2006-08-18T13:52:00.000-07:00

Terms & Conditions
i have no more pictures,so pls dun request for anymore.
-the prices are not inclusive of postage,it would be an additional $0.80 for light items(eg. hairband),$1 for clothes,$1.50 for bags/shoes
-price is nego for only fast deals
-item would be sold to the person who respond to me first
-POSB/DBS transfer only,meet-up at my own convinience
-payment to be made within 48 hours
-items would be sent with 48 hours after transaction
-email me at mango_ger@hotmail.com

Green smocked top (free size)
brand new!
across 11.5" unstretch (can stretch up to 16")
length 19" (excluding straps,straps can be remove/adjust)
$6.90 only!

Turqoise top (free size)
brand new!
across 14.2"
length 17.5" excluding the adjustable straps
selling it at only $14.90!

White top with gold trimmings
worn once,in good condition!
across 13.5"
length 21" including straps
selling at $8.90!

Halter top with blue stripes
Free size
Worn once
Across 14.5" unstretched
Length 21.50"
Only $14.90

cute denim shorts (brand new!)
M size
across 14.2"
length 13"
only $17.90!

Flesh Imp top
Size S
Worn once,in good condition
Across 13.7"
Length 20.5"
Only $12.90!

MANGO purple top
Size S
Only worn for trying,in good condition
Only $9.90!

MANGO tube top
Size S
Worn once,ingood condition!
Only $7.90!

TOPSHOP pink tank top
brand new
Size 6
only $6.90!

GIO tees
Size S
Brand new!
$5.90 each, $10 for both!

77th Street denim skirt
worn about 5 times
across 15.5"
length 13.5"
only $14.90!

OZOC top
size S
Worn once, in good condition!
Only $7.90!

selling this brand new MONDO shoes!
bought it at $19.90,in great condition!
length 9.5"
height 0.5"
width 3"
Only $9.90!

MANGO dress
size xs
worn once!
bought at $36,now selling at only $20!

Selling this "Heart" top in white!
across 14"
length 21.5"
Only $5.90!

MANGO off shoulder top
worn thrice,in good condition
Size xs
Only $8.90!

$8 each, $15 for both!

moved

2006-08-03T10:40:00.000-07:00

i haved moved!
www.heartmindy.blogspot.com

from now onwards i have post my sales items here instead.
^_^

wed nite

2006-07-28T09:58:00.000-07:00

finally i've got pic of me with my curly hair!

lolx..wed was fun!~
after work,jia & me went to chinatown..finally bought the vintage belts! i got 3,and it's like only $11+ !!!
love it!
after chinatown,we headed to bugis..
took neoprints!

dun we look sweet???
keke..

shopped around..but i didnt get anything coz payday's not here yet..

nothin catch my eyes even when we shopped at bugis village!~
i was getting grumpy at 9plus coz my feet hurts & im hungry!~
so we went to long john to eat..wah lau not nice one lor! & the chicken is not cooked!!!
eeks~

we rest,gossiped,ate & drink till 10.30pm..
we headed to junction 8 to use the toilet for touch up..

after that we took some funny pics!~

know this pose? haha

i can fly too!~

act ke lian

this is funny..
but jia said the guy is very ugly...
so..

cover up lor!

keke... we then headed to momo..
saw joseph & his gang there..
haha some peeps dun even regconize me coz of my new hair style..

jia's jie mei,lucas, first question is "y like that?"...
......................................................
argghhhh...
haha anyway that nite quite fun lahz..
saw mabel there also..
and stupid daniar keep making fun of my new hairstyle..
well..
anyway dear was at zouk with his friends..
haha..

left momo at i-dun-rem-the-time..
jia,keith & me cabbed to town..at the 24hr mac near black..
i cant even finish my hotcakes..

tired me..

we then cabbed home..
reached home at 7plus and right after i bath i head to my bed..

fun girly nite!~

ok i gotta prepare now and go work le..
my headache much better now..sho glad..yesterday i felt like shit coz there's like a pounding pain ..

byeee~

last day at work

2006-07-21T14:39:00.000-07:00

yesterday was my last day of work..
overall it's quite fun..kinda enjoyed it!~
i remember on my first day of work,i went bedok to find dear then we cabbed back to my place..
and yesterday i went to bedok too..with dear..haha cabbed back too..
i was seriously very tired yesterday...esp after the event..my whole body aching for 2 whole days..
last nite,after our game of scrabble..dear help me to massage..really feel so relaxing..
and after that i fell asleep..haha
didnt even know what time dear left..

anyway..back to job hunting again..wish me luck!~

i permed my hair!

2006-07-15T02:48:00.000-07:00

im amazed by what i can put in my mouth in a day.
for example,menu for thursday:
-breakfast,fried hway tiao
-lunch,pasta+garlic bread+soup+brownie
-dinner,mee sua+ramly chicken burger+watermelon juice+subway melt

plus there's the sweets i ate,the bread i nicked from roy..haha..

anyway the point of this entry is that..

I PERMED MY HAIR!!!

although i was not feeling well today..i decide not to abort the plans to go for hair dye..
in the end i made 2 decisions..
i have bangs now! & also getting my hair permed!
lol..we were in the salon from 6plus to 12.15am..
it's so long rite..i was sneezing+coughing away..
haiz.. and my voice is simply juz er xin lor..

anyway i really love my hair color! very very nice! and i kinda like my fringe too..but need to get use to it..
curly hair is suppose to look more mature..
but my curly hair plus bangs made me look like a 16year old..
lol..very doll doll lor coz it's quite pom now..
after i wash it tml then will soften le bah...kekeke...
no pictures yet..
anyway both me & mummy cut,dye,perm & did treatment to our hair...
the price is super reasonable & we got discounts coz the salon we went to is the one my neighbor works at..
and we got free shampoo,conditioner & a dunno what for permed hair de..
keke

hmmmm im going to sleep le!

updates

2006-07-12T00:15:00.000-07:00

hey~it's being a long time since i last updated!
busy with work,dear & having fun..lolx..
no lahz..i've cultivated the habit of sleeping early on weekdays..
or else i won't have energy the next day..
hmmm recaps!!!

WEDNESDAY
after work,jia & me went to bugis in search of chelle's pressie..
we went to MOS BURGER for dinner first..
saw kelvin & his friends there..
anyway,we had our drinks & food...chit chat..
& took pic!

hope he's enjoying his time in camp now. haha

after that,we went to bugis street to jalan..haha..i nv buy anything..but jia bought a floral dress.. she's really into floral nowadays..kekeke..
anyway after that we parted at mphosis..i bought a top & jia bought accessories..
after discussion,jia & i decided to head to MOMO..
while walking to the bus stop..saw kelvin & friends at MOS BURGER again..so we sit down...talk..then went to MOMO..here are the pic!

then in MOMO..we were quite early..caught the sexiest male butt..kinda gross to me..lolx..

jia is sho redddddddddd!~

saw mabel & her frenz there so get her to join us..kekeke

anyway,,only manage to reach home at 4am+..
drag myself up & went to work juz after 2 hours of sleep..

FRIDAY
met hammie after work for dinner & shopping..
so long nv catch up with her le..as carton as usual..lolx..
after that i went to dear's place stay over///

SATURDAY
meet the 2 jias 4plus at TM to shop for chelle's pressie part 2..
lolx..
some pic while chilling at cafe cartel

food! not very nice..but i like the sauce..think is tar tar sauce..but got some wasabi...

our drinks!

earlier we were sitting inside,the reason y i look sho grumpy is becoz they ignored me!!!hahaha

reach chelle's chalet at 7plus..

we took so many pic!!! but i only post a few..coz chelle was bz entertaining everyone..haha..hope she like the pressie we got her...

anyway we left at bout 10.30pm..
cabbed to raffles city first to drop joan off..then jia & me went to MOMO..
dear was already there..
some pic from that nite..

my fave

me,jia & joseph..he's the MOMO siao now..he went on wed,fri & sat..hahaha

dear's expression...classic sia!!!

me & dear..

while dear & i was dancing on the podium..there's a super high girl who keeps grabbing dear's butt & tried to hold his hand..wtf lor!!! i think she's drunk? hmmm anyway we left at 3plus bah..
dear came over to my place..was craving for mac breakfast..but didnt order..too sleepy to wait...

SUNDAY
boring day

MONDAY
didnt go to work as i was not feeling well..sleep & rest...

TUESDAY
went to work..
had a super filling lunch with jia & joreen at pastamania..
then bought coffee from starbucks somemore...full lor!!!
jia suddenly felt like going to town...
so after work jia,joan & me went to town...
it's a super fun evening filled with laughter & SUPER LAME JOKES!!!
lolx!!!
went to heeren..i super regret that i didnt buy that dress!!! i swear im gonna get it this week! i love it sia!!!
i bought a hairband..super cute!!! hahahaha
we took neoprints...
we walked hand-in-hand..
i said "sorry not free" to the ppoor surveyor even b4 she could ask me a question..
then we headed to cineleisure..ate tim sum at hk cafe..
then went to taka & wisma..
bought a yellow top from FUTURE STATE...50% off..love the ribbon at the back...
i love the grey tube with heart prints that i tried at forever 21..
love the soft soft material..
but im not willing to part with $43 for it..
haiz...
i juz want that dress...lolx...

anyway now that im home..im so tired!!!

waiting for dear to call me..
this friday going for hair cut & hair dye with mummy..
thinking of what color to dye...hmmmm.....

156th

2006-06-25T16:50:00.000-07:00

the reason y im still awake at this hour is that i slept too much during the day!!!
recaps!

FRIDAY
when i woke up,my left eyelid is swollen..it looks like i've cried for like 48 hours non stop..thatz how serious it is!
anyway,at night dear came to fetch me..
at bout 11plus..
reach his place at 12plus..
even the journey back to his place was fun..we chatted..we played..lolx..
went to 7-11 to buy food..nothin i wanna eat..
so we bought ice cream..
& at that time it was starting to rain le..
so chilly!~

anyway when we reached his place..we ate fruits..chatted somemore..
asked him lotsa questions..haha..
1 things thatz sweet is that when he was attached,but not with me lahz,he's watching movie with this girl,then he turned & looked,& wondered "y it's not mindy?"...haha..it's bad & cruel of him lahz since that girl is innocent,& what he thought was that mayb she could be a replacement of me.
in this world,no one can ever be replaced.
it applies to u too my dear,no one can ever replace u!

anyway i forgot what time we slept..
guess bout 2plus bah...
my sleeping posture is really bad..
i tend to turn & toss..and i occupied like 3/4 of dear's bed..

SATURDAY
saw dear sleeping on the floor..poor thing!
dear went to meet a buyer on my behalf..@ 11.30pm..
while i continue sleeping of course!!! with my eyes like this,i cant face the harsh sunlight..
anyway dear returned half an hour later with herbal tea..he watched tv while i slept..all the way to 1plus..
then wake up..wash up..eat lunch while watching tv..
it was the last episode of the show we always watch..
awww..
my eyelid felt heavier..& when i tried to open my eye to my normal size,i will start to tear..
anyway guess what,at bout 3pm we fell asleep again while lying on the bed & chatting...
lol guess what time we wake up? 6plus lor..wah lau we damn pig can..
but also no choice lahz since my eyelid so swollen..
i had a nitemare..woke up & reprimand dear..haha im crazy lahz..since in my dream he did something that i dislike..
hmmm we watch tv till 9like that then we went to long john for dinner..
damn ful lor!
combo 1 with coleslaw..clam chowder..choc cream pie!!!
& on my way home dear forced me to drink the herbal tea lor...yucks!!!

thatz y now im still up at this hour..how can i be able to sleep?
and guess what? im hungry!!!
already finished the maggie mee..
there's still choc waffle biscuits that dear bought..but i dun think i hsould be eating that...kinda heaty wor..
haiz...hunfry hungry hungry!!!~~~

haiz sianz lor tml dear still gotta attend the dunno what load test...
weekend also muz go back..arggghhhh...

back to naruto!~

114th

2006-06-22T04:32:00.000-07:00

i had intend to sleep early today...like around 1plus 2plus like that...
but juz at 2plus i gave in to my hunger pangs..
i cooked maggie mee...kimchi ramen!!!
after finishing it,i still felt hungry...but there's nothin i can do le..not gonna eat more..
after a heavy meal,i cant sleep!!! thus im still watching naruto now..
im tired already..

well..
dear is super! i read "tuesdays with morrie",then i lend him..then i have already finished reading "5 people you will meet in heaven". & guess howz his progress on the book.

jialet man...

PAGE 6 ONLY LOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he claimed that he dun like to read...read SLAM,MEN'S HEALTH & NEWMAN then read so fast lahz..
duhz..

got lotsa thoughts to share with him..but then i want him to read first then at least he will know which part im talking about.
haiz. but i guess i gotta wait for a year before he finish reading.
oh man..

i hate my wardrobe.it's the type slide one. haiz.
hope i can get a new one..
but this current one is nowhere near spoilt. thus i doubt my wish will be granted.
well it's juz a want,not a need.

in times,we confuse our wants & needs.
but why cant our wants be classified as important too?
it's not a sin to have a strong will to want something. but juz that there muz have the right amount of balance.

argghhhh right now im so craving for prata.arrrgghhh.

haiz bad news,the pressie that i wanna get for chelle is oos. arggh it's such a perfect gift. haiz hope it will be in stock soon.

ok ciaoz!
back to naruto~

STUDIES/106TH

2006-06-21T23:53:00.000-07:00

tml is the MANGO sales lor...
and as usual,like everytime when the sales started im already broke. im spending way too much on food. but well,i cant live without food now!

hmmm got something for chelle's for her bday,i hope it will arrive in time. keke.

hmmmm though now im not studying,but i still wish to return to studies 1 day. gotta plan everything..at least gotta have a brief idea...

well well..gonna go figure how to change the layout for livejournal le...after everything is settled,i'll give u guys the address. and also create a sales journal. mayb i will juz put it here? who knows...hmmm

96th

2006-06-21T01:57:00.000-07:00

feeling crappy & frustrated.
search for comfort food.
well,chips+choc+root beer float made me a lil better.
but now,back to square 1 again. the effect is gone.

guess dear is fast asleep now.
did not call me.
well,he muz be tired.

dear is sweet,wanna cheer me up..yet fell asleep.haha.
well..today im gonna sleep early..hmmmm no later than 3am..
keke..

i juz realised that today is 21st june.
my gugu's bday.
well..so fast...6 years passed..
her life may have stopped,but her love will always continue.
memories will always be right here with me.
at times,i felt a presence. it may be when im reading alone in my room,or juz using the computer like now,felt a presence around me. i chose to believe that it's her watching over me.
well..time cant completely heal wounds,but time can reduce the pain.

74th

2006-06-19T01:19:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY
met dear at pasir ris at bout 12am+..
reached bedok then went to 7-11 to get food..
bought root beer & ice cream too! haha wanna get vanilla ice cream,but dun have le! so the closest is choc chip..
anyway initially we wanna play monopoly...but after eating we were too tired le..
so...zzzzZzzZzZzzzzzZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz

SATURDAY
woke up at 1plus..
ate our lunch while watching tv..
drank our root beer float...yum yum..
anyway we slacked..did face mask..then we prepare..
went out at 6plus..
went to century square to watch RV runaway vacation..we smuggle long john..haha...
ate twisties too..
the show very funny lor..
reached home at 11plus..
and again i watched naruto till dawn..
im obsessed!
well...

SUNDAY
woke up at 1.30pm..
didnt have appetite for lunch..
anyway brought my sis to tampines...met dear there 5plus..
watched "Cars" at tm...ate mac chicken burger & popcorn!!!
quite a nice show..
after the show we cab back to my place...
and now im watching naruto...
& also gonna acc my mum to watch tv..haha..
haiz..but today kinda bad mood...
was stress..unhappy..sad..
not planning to say more...
well..this blog is not really a place for me to really reveal my feelings & opinions..
hmmmm...and with my camera spoilt..makes me kinda lazy to blog too..
like so sianz like that..
hmmm..
right now..im really hungry!!!
im not gonna have mac again..so tired of it..
haiz...craving for chicken chop & grill fish from tp design school! haha
argh should have bought maggie mee earlier on...then can cook...gonna buy the ramen one tml..keke..
guess i should go to compasspoint tml to borrow more books & buy food...hahaha..

well thatz all for now..
i think im gonna use my livejournal & set it to for friends only..
hmmm...
i seriously need to find food in my home now...haiz..juz the pathetic biscuits..arggghhh...

65th

2006-06-18T18:23:00.000-07:00

im watching the 65th episode already.
im crazy. lol.
already finished reading "tuesdays with morrie",it's a really good book. did alot of thinking,gonna pen it down soon.

well.kinda mad at dear.argh.
cant be bothered to explain.

anyway luckily mum's fine. but the irritating thing is we waited for so damn long at the hospital. wah lau then why the hell is there the appointment time? hack care..next time we're gonna go late. so fed up of wasting hours there!
but all's well..so ok lahz..

left with 5 minutes & im gonna sleep!~
keke

naruto

2006-06-16T23:30:00.000-07:00

during the naruto craze,i didnt know what the fuss is about.
until....a few days ago i got bored & i typed "naruto" in the search box in youtube...im hooked!~
i was near to crying even at the first few episode..
and i could not control it any longer..by the 18th episode,im already crying buckets.
now im at episode 40.
haha..

anyway tml gonna acc mummy to changi hospital for another checkup & for the results...really hope that everything will be fine..

well..going back to naruto..bye!~

neglected dear

2006-06-16T22:23:00.000-07:00

i've neglected dear for naruto.
haha poor him.

anyway im going to his place soon le..
gonna finish watching episode 53 then pack my stuff for staying over..
kekeke...

this few days i've been eating like nobody's business...always feeling the hunger...
not a good sign...
i dun need anymore fattening up!
gotta control!
but...
mayb after my supper at simpang bedok later?
haha

recaps

2006-06-12T14:32:00.000-07:00

Recaps...
letz start from friday..

FRIDAY
it's dear's birthday...he took half day..
i reach his place at 2plus...
we slack till bout 5pm then go out..
went to bugis..took neoprint!!!
hmmm...then walked around..wait for dear's frenz to reach...
anyway we went over to mac first coz siying is there..
she prepared a mango cake for dear..
anyway when dear's frenz reach..we spared him the agony of singing happy birthday aloud coz he's paiseh..
the cake was not bad...i love mango..
after that we went to MY SECRET GARDEN..i made a reservation..but actually no need lor..not many ppl also..
dear & me share chicken cilanto & calamari & heineken..i was not exactly hungry so did not ate much..
after eating we walked over to bugis taxi stand..joanne was there waiting..hahaha..then we took train to orchard..then wait for xiaoling there..
afterwhich, 8 of us took a bus to phuture..
it has been almost 3 months since i step in phuture..the very last time which i went is on my birthday...haha
anyway it was sho empty when we reach!!! & super cold too! we were almost shivering...best thing is dear was in his long sleeve shirt..expected to perspire..but at the end of the day..nah..no perspiration at all!!!
anyway me,joanne & xiaoling played 5-10..shared 4 jugs of volka mix..
hmmm yah the phuture part is stated already at the previous entry.

SAT
woke up at almost 1pm..
then we watch tv...dear went to long john to buy lunch for me..yummy...
then bout 4pm then we prepare...go suntec..
bought tix for 9plus "The Omen"...
then we walked around before heading to sakae..
wah lau then salmon mentai is so different from the one i ate at bugis..the latter one is much nicer!!!
hmmm after our full dinner we walk walk around...
then bought tidbits and watch movie le..
quite nice bah the show..i got scared very easily...lolx..

after the movie..it's the midnite sales!
got a nautica ringer tee & adidas bball shorts for dear..it's his bday pressie..
anyway i also got 2 books from times "5 people u will meet in heaven" & "tuesdays with morrie"..the second book at 50% off! i also got a black patent skinny belt from dorothy perskins..my current belt is gonna be spoilt anytime!!!

got so tired walking around coz dear cant decide what he want...
i like the ringer tee from nike & the puma ringer tee...but dear is so fussy...hahahahaha...

anyway,,,cab back to his place...
i think we reach his place at 1plus...
after bathing we played monopoly!!!!!! hahaha we dun use the token they give..dear used his mini michael jordon figurine..i used a mini hello kitty...
the results...i won!!!! i think we played till 4 plus..
anyway dear's bed frame collapsed!!! and he said coz i too fat!!! idiot!!! haha no lah...wood one leh...somemore use so long le..
haha

SUNDAY
we woke at at 12pm..really early..coz we slept so late..
plans of going to daiso is once again aborted..
coz both of us were quite tired..
and i caught a cold..keep sneezing..
watch tv till 5plus then i slept coz sneezed till very tired...
i woke up at 7pm..but dear was sleeping like a pig!!!
after half an hour then he finally woke up...lol..
we watch tv a while..then bath...
and it's already 9pm then we had our dinner...KFC!!!
yummyz!
and also mac ice cream..
then dear sent me home..
was still tired..slept quite early...

MONDAY
woke up late today..feeling much more refreshed!
mummy went out le..now im alone at home..
waiting for dear to knock off..
in the meantime..i gotta prepare my resume!!!

haiz..not having a camera sux! arggghhh

sunday

2006-06-12T01:34:00.000-07:00

phuture was fun! got high damn fast! most prob coz i didnt ate much.
anyway it was fun while it last...the journey back to dear's home was a torture!!! i wanna puke & i was having a massive headache at the time!
thanks to dear who look after me. thanks sweetie!
i managed to puke..acid..yucks!
the part when i removed my makeup was a blur..
after i bath i juz lie on the bed..dear dried my hair for me..
haha..
then im asleep!

the next day i tried to rem some parts...hmmm...cant really rem..hahaha..
feel like puking..then feel so giddy..
damn..was not a good feeling!
it was so bad that i told dear that i wont step into clubs for 2 months at least..

haha actually im kinda tired now..
will blog tml!

love is..

2006-06-06T01:52:00.000-07:00

love is..

simple yet complex.
the reason can be so simple,it can juz be love. yet is can be as complicating as science(forgive me,science wasnt my best subject,thus it's the best example for me).

giving yet demanding.
it's amazing that when one's in love,he/she can be so giving that one can lose him/herself.
yet,we demand so much from our partner. we held high expectations,pin high hopes,& when our partner can't do what we expect,we feel anger.

selfish & yet so selfless.

i dunno the purpose of this post.
coz love cant be pen properly in words. even the most approciate words can clearly describe what love is.

sometimes it seems so saintly so pure.
it blurred our vision at times.

nitey.

xin kuang lu ye kuang

2006-06-05T02:00:00.000-07:00

xin kuang,lu ye kuang.
that bitch msg him again,but i didnt make a fuss.
learning to stop minding bout some things. esp stupid things.

anyway.
is it a good weekend for u guys?
for me,well,half half bah.
my saturday started with a happy mood,went shopping with mummy.
actually i didnt plan to buy anything.
we juz shop around. mummy was kinda upset that she didnt see anything she like,& clothes that she liked dun have smaller sizes. sux~
anyway,bought perfume,it's essential..coz ours juz finished. & i love miracle! my fave scent!~
mum bought a lipstick from lancome,coz hers from chanel is gonna be used up soon. the rate that my mummy uses lipstick is terrifying! very fast! machiam is eat lipstick like that.lol
anyway we head to sakae for early dinner after dear reach bugis.
9 color plates,3 red plates,salmon & rice. full~

my skirt from forever orange is juz $13,so lucky it's the last piece & somemore is size s!
anyway we headed to bugis street. my fave buy from there is my blue polka dot cami. really love it! actually wanna get the red on also..but..nah dun be greedy..
fast forward...
we shop till 8plus..then mum lobang us to suntec..

on the way to buy tix,will pass by simply toys.
last week dear surprised me with 1 of the marie the cat family,damn cute,but too bad the pinkish one is not available le.
but when we walked pass,we saw it,so dear juz went in,grab & pay.
love it!~
watched benchwarmers,a comedy.
laughed hard.

well,my sat was alright,towards the end we had disagreement. but it's alrite already.

this period of time,i really dread many things.
what im afraid is the future.
im afraid that im not strong enough to face,to overcome.
some ppl may have already give up on me.
but i have not given up on myself,coz if i really give up,then really hopeless le.
i dun wanna disappoint anyone anymore,esp myself.
what i need is time. time is not gonna solve anything.
but i need time to face myself.

my uncle msg me today.
im really glad that he still cares despite everything.
my heart,whatz the direction?

dear,im gonna support u while u are working hard to the goal of going to national team.
it is ur dream,i know u will put ur heart & soul into making it come true. & u r already so close.
i know u can do it~!

jia,ur part 2 pressie is ready.
things changed,ppl changed,everything changed.
but some things wont change. letz see if it's still the same?
kinda miss ur companion.

joanne,supper next week? haha rent car leh,go changi together. haha. i wanna see u speed at night!!!

chelle,we 4 girls gotta meet up soon. never see/talk to u for some time le.

some ppl went through with me during some stages of my life.
somehow,how i place them in my heart is still the same. though i may not contact,i may not be always there for them. but im juz one call away. and i know u guys are only 1 call away too.

how am i feeling now?
mixed feelings.
i rem when i msg mitch that time,i was really determine.
what he said i might be,i dun want.

anyway,gonna work things out.
problems are juz challenges.
what's life without challenges?
it would make us more appreciative.

i need a rest now.
my head's not clear.

polka dots craze

2006-06-04T13:55:00.000-07:00

sat

lancome miracle perfume
lancome lipstick
lancome free gift+samples
sakae sushi
forever orange skirt
2 shorts
missha nail polish+cleansing gel
polka dot cami
orange dress
polka dot halter
black leggings
beige tube
striped top
cab to suntec
plush from simplytoys
hairbands
benchwarmers
chessels & ice tea
home

thanks mummy ^_^ thanks dear!~

the night

2006-05-31T00:03:00.000-07:00

in the night,it can be pretty soothing,or extremely scary.
it's the night when we face ourselves,our feelings,reflect on the days's events.
im afraid to face myself. so forgive me for not able to face my friends,how can i do it when im not able to face myself?

i think i lost myself on the way to where i am now.

lotsa pic!~

2006-05-28T05:15:00.000-07:00

warning:this entry is mainly pic! lotsa it!

the 1st marie the cat dat dear gave me..still in plastic..hahaha...

2nd one

3rd & also my fave!!!

these are my pureluxe loots..the colors are really really pretty...gonna give jia some as her part 2 bday pressie..i love it so much that i ordered from madminerals too..

my current pouch..love it! can put card+hp+money

love it so much that i bought 2 smaller ones...

currently using springheart blusher..the color is very nice..& the best thing is it's cheap! & i like the cute & pink packaging!~ my fave lipgloss from dior..the color is really nice..goes well with my blusher color..haha..

new accessories

some clothes..not very new..but since it's been such a long time that i post what i bought..
here's it!

lace top

from SPACE.love the cutting~

bought from bugis village. love it~

black skirt from bugis village.

mango top. love mango basic tops. the material is really good~

casual tops

left-mango
right-zara

black lace top

mphosis black top

white & brown

light denim skirt & shorts.

of course mostly is thanks to my mum for getting clothes for me!~

me&jia&joanne. taken during my bday party day,we were at white sands buying beer~

@ jia's chalet. we were kinda tired.plus makeupless

while joanne's driving,me & jia took pic.

best solution to eyebags & panda eyes

reach the chalet le,they busy packing,i busy taking pic.haha

me & aaron. this is me like half a yr ago. my face is so...bloated. argh.

me!~

m&m

ok..the following pic are all me..so..be prepared...haha

tired.

something wrong with my eye.

waiting for bus @ bedok. kinda miss dat place.

waiting for dear,prepare so slow de.

@ suntec gelare cafe

lack of sleep.

while dear is trying clothes.im entertaining myself.

with hairband,im like 5 years younger!

enough of me..

know what's this?
@ HKcafe..my mango shaved ice melt..& i put the tissue in..haha

okay now..US!!!

really enjoy nite cycling...

clover necklace.i got 1 too.

2 cats.1 pig. hahahaha

played 5-10.somebody turned red almost instantly.

@ momo
not a proper pic.

ok that's all! thanks to joanne to helped me~keke

ok leh now very late le i still havent sleep!
gotta sleep le!

sleepless

2006-05-26T05:18:00.000-07:00

what am i doing at this hour???!!!
i cant sleep..dear is already sleeping soundly..talking to him b4 he sleep is kinda funny at times..coz he's already dreaming le..

anyway..
take a look at this!!!

KANGTA & VANNESS

im not so keen on kangta...but my friends know my madness for vanness!!! even though he's not the popular member of F4,but i likeeeeeeeeeeeee! (oh god i sound like a typical crazy fan!)
but nvm,the main point is not this. yay,vanness is sho hot! serious!!!

look at this pic! how come like so gay huh? so sensual like that..pengz!~
but he's hot!!! their album out yet? somemore album name is scandalous!!!

did some "window-shopping" online..
there's a on-going vs spree...lemming for:

-Logo waist knit boxsie

-boyfriend short

actually vs stuff are all so appealing! the sleepwear all so cute!

joined some taiwan spree,some items wait until so long le..anyway im wait for...

this brown bag,big enough to put all my barang barang..best thing is..it's less than $15...

this top i waited for super long le..but should be arriving soon le...

same design,different colors. cheap,bout $8 each..

i wonder if i can wear it as a dress...

top

black top

love the bright color!

haha notice got many polka dots one hor..
thanks to dear! coz he paid for some..keke...

should i get this? i want red tops like this..but if gonna wait for taiwan sprees i think like very long leh...but this $24+ wor...

haiz dun think too much le..dun wanna spend too much..
anyway my pureluxe loots are here!!!
omg i love the colors!!!
lemming for more!!!

anyway this sunday's entry would be full of pic!!!
finally tml going to kah hway's house to load all the pic!!!
also snap some pic of the clothes that are newly added..
and of course lotsa pic of me & dear!!! and also my friendsssss!!!
see my short freaking fringe pic..hahaha...then grow until now unmanageable!!!
k..gonna go now..
wanna wait until dear wake up..then call him..surely kena scolding from him de..haiz...

friendships

2006-05-25T16:04:00.000-07:00

friendship
some friends drift away from u when both parties are too busy to contact.
some friends stay the same even when both parties are too busy to contact,because the bond is always there.
at times,we dun make the effort to stay in touch or meet up with our friends.
why? because we get too caught up in our life,too caught up in ourselves. that we neglect to remain in touch.

i often envy those ppl with either a small or big group of close knitted friends..
meet up freqently..for either supper,ktv,clubbing or even juz for coffee.

the point of this entry is that i know that i neglected some of my friends..
but i would also appreciate if some friends would make the effort too..
surprisely,this few weeks i have been meeting kah hway..
out nites at HK cafe have brought us closer..
im going over her place tml to use the pc..& most prob HK cafe for supper too...keke..

food

2006-05-22T01:13:00.000-07:00

FRI
meet dear at tamp at 11plus..
took train to tanah merah..
head to simpang bedok for supper..
2 plain prata & 1 milo dinosaur for me
dear had 1 plain,1egg,1 milo dinosaur,& he still gotta eat the fried rice i cooked for him! haha
saw daniel there..keke..
we left at bout 2am i guess..
so lazy to walk back to his house so we took a cab..

went back to his place to bath...
then read mag..
saw some things..argh..so tao yan lor..
it's stupid lahz but almost didnt talk to him for the nite..but he always manage to make me smile again!~

SAT
woke up at 12plus..
didnt plan to go out..
ate maggie mee for lunch..sho full..& fruits too!
but who knows mummy call me & ask us to meet her at bugis to walk walk..
i wear my mango tank top & a pair of denim shorts..like going sentosa like that..so i asked mummy to bring my jeans & jacket..
dear worn his new zara shirt..so smart~ smart-casual style..i like!
anyway we were late! oops!
saw a tube top at topshop..i like!!! but im not really a tube top girl..so..nah..
well..nothin much to shop..
dinner was tako pachi,some deep fried tofu thing,rosti..& bird nest green tea with pearl..
after saying bye to mummy..we walked to suntec..

bought tix for "over the hedge" 10.15pm show..
so we walked around first since there's still time..
window shop a while..
then we went to gelare cafe for waffles & ice cream!!! yummyz!
saw jia & eric..
such a coincidence!

we saw 2 extremely cute marie the cat plush dolls at the window display at the cinema there..
it's pinkish..but it's $19.90..kinda ex for a little plush doll..

anyway the show was GREAT!!!
really very nice!!! ^_^
the movie ended at 11.35pm..
we head over to kovan HK cafe to meet joanne & shiming(her bf) for supper!!!
we reach at 1am & they already finished eating when we reach...hahaha paiseh lahz..

dear & i shared chickn congee,har gow,shrimp wrapped in beancurd skin,french toast..
then we 4 shared the snow shaved ice..with 3 flavors..strawberry,red bean & mango..
really nice!
had a nice time chatting..gossipping..joking..
lol..
went home at 3am..

SUNDAY
dear reached my place at almost 3pm..acc him watch vcd awhile then i went to sleep again..
dunno y so tired..
then he go play bball..
mum came back at 8pm..then we went to have dinner at punggol plaza..
so full!!!
dear was tired also..he juz reach home not long..so poor thing...
hmmm im also kinda tired..
yawnz...
so long nv post pic le..kinda boring...but bo bian..my camera went crazy..

haiz..sianz..

but overall i had a great weekend!
really love every moment with ya my dear!
it's really fun!

amazed

2006-05-19T14:09:00.000-07:00

im amazed by my appetite. when i can eat i really can,when i dun feel like eating i really dun eat a thing at all.
now im going through the former phase.

prata supper tonite @ simpang bedok~ ^_^

tues

2006-05-16T16:36:00.000-07:00

monday dinner was poh pian & noodles for me..
had kfc for supper..

today i had rice & soup for lunch..
but im hungry again!!!
arggghhhh waiting for dinner time to come..
i need food!

increase in appetite

2006-05-15T16:35:00.000-07:00

lately,i've been eating alot! not that im eating very little in the first place,now my appetite increased! terrible!

THURSDAY
cabbed over to dear's place coz it's raining quite heavily & i got 1 bag of stuff.
put my stuff at dear's place & we went to east coast.
keke as usual cycled there,i very "song" one juz enjoy the ride,dear was perspiring within minutes despite the chilly wind.
we had our late dinner at east coast..
we shared 10 chicken satay & $12 stingray with rice..i drank the bandung..it's a tad too sweet!
after the fulfilling meal,cycled back to bedok..
bought ice cream from 7-11,and also CLEO..
went back to his place..
wash up...read book..then it's sleep time!

FRIDAY
we woke up at bout 12pm..
as usual in the morning dear always sleep on the mattress coz he said i always take up too much space on the bed and force him down..haha
anyway we prepare & head to bugis..
had our first meal at 3plus which is sakae sushi!
our last dish was soft shell crab..it was oily!!! sinful! dear sweared nv to eat that again..haha
after that we walk around...
bought some lil random stuff..and 2 undies from topshop!
cute red with white polka dots,& another white one with flowery prints!

we took neoprints too!

after that we took train to PS..bought tix for 11pm "POSEIDON"...
then we walk around...dear tried a shirt from DOMANCHI...and also a tee from FLESH IMP..but nah...didnt get it..
haha but i got a white bra & 3 undies..keke thanks dear!
shopped around town..
went to kino,but dun dear the mag that dear want...
we went to ZARA..haha spent quite a long time there..
coz dear tried a few shirts..but he lazy to change lor..then i was like try lah..coz i wanna rest my feet...i was sitting in the fitting room while waiting for dear to change..
and in the end..bought the striped shirt! nice! he look really shuai in it! hahaha

we walked back to PS..
went to KFC to eat...
hahaha im a pig lor..

anyway we reach the theatre at 10.55pm,and the movie only started at 11.25pm!!! wah lau the advertisements really damn long lor!!!
it's a great show..at some point it's really intense..
anyway after the show,we cabbed back to his place..
i was a lil hungry so we shared a bun & fruits..
haha it was a long day so we fell asleep soon after eating..

SATURDAY
slacked at his place till like 7plus then we go out..
went to PS..
there's a shop selling clover accessories..
bought 2 necklace,1 for me,1 for him,a clover hp accessory for his mum & a clover bracelet for my mum,thanks dear again! ^_^
then we went to thai express for our late dinner..
i was damn full after our dinner...
anyway we hang around at PS area..coz waiting confirmation from kah hway..
dear & i went to kovan HongKong Cafe to meet kah hway..
we reach at 11plus..
ordered some dim sum & toast(sinful) to share..kah hway for "ying yong"..which is tea with coffe...dear & i shared ice milo dinosaur..and the server still can ask us "cold one huh?"...obvious rite...
anyway we were chatting..and talked bout some topics..and everyone gotta be honest all that..when kah hway give her opinions..she's really fair...she wont side with me juz becoz im her fren...tis is what i like bout her!
anyway we had our desert..man guo bin!!!
really really really yummy!!!
we left at bout 3am!!! hahaha
the bill cost $27+..but kah hway insist on paying..
but still give her $10...haha..
cabbed back to my place..
dear stay over..
we were really tired...
zZzZzZZZZZZzzzzzzzzz

SUNDAY
we woke up at like 2pm!!!
haha ate the noodles mummy cooked..
and also gave mummy her pressie...
hmmmm dear went home after lunch..
and i prepare coz plan to go to expo with mummy..
reach expo at 4plus...
mummy was hungry already so went to eat first..
then we went to the metro sale..
total bought:
-6 new undies(for me)
-1 bra(for me)
-1 bra(for mummy)
-3 photo frames(for me)
-2 nite dress(for crystal)
-bedsheet(for aunt)
-shorts(for uncle)
-eye make up remover(for me)

thatz all i can remember..
haha anyway dear reached at 6pm like that...
after that we went to BK for my dinner!
shared fish burger..fries..onion rings..cheesesticks and large lemon tea with dear...
hahah
cabbed home..
dear went to play bball at my house there..
i went down at 8plus..see him play a while..
then we went to punggol plaza to buy bubble tea..
and dear rented vcd..is bball one..haha that bball freak! lol..
anyway we watch tv,went online..then watch vcd till 12plus..
then dear went home..
well..
she msg him again..i dunno what she is trying to do..but i will trust dear..
i hope he will know what to do..
not gonna say too much..also no use..dunno he understand or not..but im not gonna care le..juz hope he will do the right thing...

MONDAY(TODAY)
im bored!~~~~~
waiting for dear to knock off & come my place..then we can have our dinner together!
lunch was laksa,cup corn & chicken wing for me!
how not to get fat?

long weekend

2006-05-11T15:32:00.000-07:00

chips & maggie mee for lunch. how healthy.

how do i describe my feelings for the past few days?
lost.confused.troubled.doubtful.
nah not my love life. dear is wonderful! we spent our evenings eating,watching tv,our nites are spent chatting,discussing bout more serious topics,and sharing bout some very meaningful stories & verses i've came across.

now,i have a clearer vision. i dun wanna be those nato type.
juz gimme some time ok.

ok at least something to look for today after looking after my sis
STINGRAY at BEDOK 85!
going to meet dear after he finished playing bball,which would be 10pm bah. then we're gonna head to 85 to have our late dinner cum early supper,today im gonna stay over at his place.

yesterday i asked dear some questions.
im not feeling insecure but im juz curious.
i asked him why he chose me in the end.
he related to me 1 incident, he was with her on a friday,but i was calling him but he didnt ans coz he was with her. they watched movie,but he was worried bout him. he turned and looked at her,though she's there but she's not who he wanted. the feeling is completely different,there's no feeling of being in love.he juz wanted her to replace me. though this may be unfair to her. but this is when we realised that we are irreplaceable. we've gone through so much together.
last nite,he asked me what's the difference between our relationship now & then?
i felt that in the past,i kept taking & taking,i dun give. i expect him to listen to me. i dun give him space. and in turn,he was strict with me and i felt suffocated.
now,we've learnt to cherish each other. we communicate and listen to each other's view. we compromise so that both would be happy. in fact, we've more relax and happier. i hope we can keep it up. all relationships have its ups and downs.
i hope we can cherish our happy moments,and at the same time be calm when we have our down moments.

well,i may be shifting to multiply.
hmmmm...

recaps

2006-05-09T02:31:00.000-07:00

FRI

went to dear's place at 8plus to put my stuff..coz im staying over..
and we're going clubbing on that day!!!
took bus 12 and alighted at clarke quay..
brought dear to BK to eat my fave mee sua!!!
after our late dinner...it was only 10.30pm!!!
sho early..
so we bought drinks (him-breezer,me-long island tea) and sit by the riverside..
the scenary was beautiful..
dear went red almost instantly after drinking a few sips..
haha sho cute...
but not totally red lahz..juz like he's blushing like that...lolx...
after that we walked over to momo...went to 7-11..bought e33(him),long island tea(me) & heineken(me)...
we sitted at the staircase near the escalator..played 5-10..haha dear keep losing...he even finished his e33 and gotta drink mine...anyway he was really red...
but luckily he not seh..
met jia outside momo..but that nite didnt really get to talk to her much coz she's with joanne..
well..next time perhaps..
the music was not bad..
like so long nv dance le..
anyway a gay wanna treat dear drink chivas lor...
hahah then dear rejected..said "i gotta send gf back,no thanks"
but then the gay super persistent lor..hahaha
but of course dear nv dear lahz...

saw justin..finally saw his gf in real life..hot babe..

anyway when i came out from the ladies..
dear was waiting for me outside..and handoyo was there too!
so i intro them..u know what han said to dear?
"do me a favour,make her drunk & make fun of her"
.................................................................................
?????????????????????????????????????????

anyway we left at 3plus or 4plus i guess..
went back to his place and we fell asleep pretty soon....

SAT
woke dear up to ask him go for the polling..
then i slept again..
only woke up at 12plus bah...
anyway we went back to my place to put his things then we went out...
went take to eat ajisen..wah lau i was very hungry lor..early dinner sia 6plus only..
nothin much juz walked around...
and catch movie with my friends at shaw at 9plus..
cabbed around alot...really gotta cut down on it...
went back to my place..
there's some girls messenging dear..
and it's kinda amusing lor..
juz so shamelessly throwing themselves at him..
but then it's juz somebody's plan..well..it only reflects on how childish she is..
haiz..guess dear is kinda sorry to know somebody like that..
and some ppl juz dun do what they said..
what is up with that "hate ppl who dun move on with their lives,and ppl who play silly tricks"...and she is the one doing it!!! weird ehz???!!!
hmmm forget it...we have better things to do than being bothered by all these nonsenses..

SUN
dear acc me for the whole day..
he went to play bball in the evening..
hmmmm...

MONDAY(TODAY)
met steph at heartland mall today..
had our late lunch at hongkong cafe and chatted for 2 hours plus..
told her bout the shameless girls...hahaha...
anyway we said bye at 6plus..
then i went to compasspoint library to borrow books..
dear reached my place at 8plus..
watch tv..
chat..touched on some topic..
the future is in our hands..
no matter what i still love ya!

anyway gonna call dear soon..
nitey!

still sick

2006-05-04T13:52:00.000-07:00

dear got today off! hmmm...
but im still feeling weak..
argghhh..
last nite by 9plus im already in bed..
dear went home only after i fell asleep..
hmmm...
actually we plan to go daiso today..
actually im better le...but im still feeling weak...
rest more today & tml can go momo!!!

gonna pass jia her pressie tml!
but datz only part 1!
part 2 is on the way...
hahahaha...secret..

hmmm now waiting for dear to come to my place...

stay in

2006-05-03T15:36:00.000-07:00

it's raining now..
gosh..getting sick..
keep sneezing..i juz ate the medicine...gonna sleep soon...
my cough is better le..except for the sore throat..
haiz..
craving for fresh orange juice..
hmmm dun have appetite..think im juz gonna eat bread and fruits for dinner..

well..the medicine is taking its effect already..
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!~

sick

2006-05-02T01:57:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY
looked after my sis..
hmmmm...
dear reach my place at 6ish..then he went to play bball..
only play awhile..
then we went to eat our dinner..
well...nothin much..
went to his place at nite..
bought mag from 7-11,ate ice cream,crackers & the omelette soba..haha..
i slept early coz i ate flu medicine..damn drownsy..

MONDAY
dear woke up early..then keep disturbing me..
but i damn tired..coz the effect of the medicine haven wear off yet..
hmmm..finally at 2pm..i felt better..
but my whole body felt very very weak..
and for the rest of the day i was not feeling very good..

acually wanna go back to my place then dear can play bball de..but then keep raining..
so we watched movie at tampines...
hmmm i felt feverish but dear said im not having fever wor..
but i think im falling sick anytime soon!!!
pls dun!!!
im so looking forward to this friday going momo with dear...and finally can meet up with jia le!!! for weeks i nv see her le!

there's a stupid cockroach in my room...arrggggghhh!!!

motivated

2006-04-30T16:15:00.000-07:00

i need motivation like this once in a while.
coz i tend to be quite pessimistic.
i tend to drift off.
i tend to be distracted easily.
i tend to forgot what i want.
it's no good.

i dun want to juz live this life juz for living it.
i want to create something out of it.

challenge

2006-04-29T04:00:00.000-07:00

it is not a problem.
it is a challenge.
and we can do it!

a constant reminder to myself.
dun get frustrated easily.
dun throw tantrum.
speak my mind.
talk things out.
be sensitive.

love ya dear! *muackz*

hmmm

2006-04-27T13:21:00.000-07:00

yesterday i did not remove the mole as planned..
coz of the price...the price they told me over the phone is different! was kinda angry lah...so now juz check prices of different places lor..

anyway yesterday went to VNC and bought a pair of heels..
nice sia..
then also bought 2 tops from MANGO..used my voucher le..keke..

hmmm
later gonna meet steph go spotlight..
wanna find paper pattern & fabric to sew a dress..
keke..

nothin to blog le..
keke

nice day

2006-04-26T00:15:00.000-07:00

it a nice day for me!
dear reached my place b4 3pm! hahaha...
we slacked..online for a while..watch vcd..sleep...
then bout 7pm dear went to play bball near my place...
i was having a headache...dear was sweet enough to help me massage...
then i slept for bout an hour..
then mummy came back..

anyway met dear at punggol plaza for late dinner...
drank bubble tea..
hmmm...
after our meal,came back to my place...took pic...slack for a while more...talk...
hahaha we should not let the past haunt us..
it is so meaningless..
anyway..dear left before 12am..

yipeeee next monday is public holiday..
thus it means a longer weekend for dear...
then we can spend more time together~!

haha now my life is like that lor..
meeting up with dear...im happy enough...

gonna meet up with frenz soon!

yipeeeeeeeee

2006-04-25T12:58:00.000-07:00

dear juz see the doc,got half day mc!
kekekeke...
later he's coming over! sho happppppyyyyyy!!!~~~~~~~
i rented some vcd last weekend...
can continue watching the 40-year-old virgin le!
hahaha
anyway,there's a new addition to the Marie the Cat family!
hahahahahaha sho cute!

well well,i have absolutely no idea what to cook for dinner today...
hmmm...think i will ask mummy to buy...
kekeke...
craving for some ice cream...
yumz..
but then..wanna save money wor..
hmmm....so ben&jerry is out of the question..

anyway tml im heading to suntec..going to posh wellness to remove my moles..
haha not my teardrop mole..is those flat one..
hmmm the teardrop mole is like my trademark lor..so i dun think im gonna remove that...
the rest im gonna remove..
hmmmm then going shopping with mummy too...

hmmmm..
im gonna fetch ann qi now!
updates soon!

weekend

2006-04-23T15:43:00.000-07:00

so fast! today is already sunday!
haha had a nice weekend though!

FRI
meet mabel,but im late!!! haha that girl very funny,said she like snowwoman coz her makeup is melting...
lol..
we shopped around..mostly looking at makeup and accessories...
i didnt buy any clothes! miracle!
hmmmm...but bought 2 coin pouch though...very cute..
im impressed with anna sui liquid foundation..it's very smooth almost instantly after application..but the thing is that is's pretty small..30ml only..$56...hmmm and the coverage is only normal normal...
and i also tried the dior liquid foundation...coverage is pretty good..it dun seem to be cakey..the bottle is definitely bigger than the anna sui one..and it cost $66..and there's spf lor...
hmmmm dunno which to get..
anna sui have very nice packaging!!! but then...i think i will choose the latter one.

haha anyway we walk walk around...cracking lame jokes..
and ate very un-donut donuts..
i ate half then throw away le...waste money...hahaha

dear met me at far east..around 7.15pm like that...we acc mabel to wait for her fren first..
initially we plan to have dinner together..
but then the group combination like weird weird wor...haha...
so we left..
head to suntec...
dun have the movie we wanna watch..
so plan to watch "Black Night" at marina instead..
went to pastamania...haha...
then dear tell me stories lor...keke..

after our meal..we walked to marina to buy 11.30pm slot tix..
we slack around...walk around..some stores are still open at that hour...10pm..
mango..topshop..nike..all that...
nothin i want...haiz...
then we went to starbucks..have ice blended mocha..and took pictures!
haha later this week then dear bring his cable all that to my house then load into my comp..
hmmm the show is scary to me..
haha coz im timid wahz..
as usual..dear's whole body very "suan".. coz basically his postion for the whole show is the same coz im scared! hahahahahahaha
it was raining when we were waiting for cab...
cabbed back to his place...
slept at 3plus...

SAT
I woke up pretty early...bout 7plus..but dear was sleeping like a LOG! haha in the end i fell asleep at 9plus...but 11.30pm muz wake up le...
we had our lunch...then bath..
reach tampines at 2pm...late lor! coz meet my aunt to sign my insurance thingy..
anyway..after that we juz walk walk around at tampiness...

hmmm went back to dear's place..
slack for a while...pack his stuff for bball..
then head over to bugis to meet his fren dennis...
bought a book for myself...and menshealth for dear...
then we went to outram..coz dear got match...
but in the end..it's raining!
so..went back to his place...
pack his things coz he staying at my place..
it was a day of travelling and i was tired le..so we cabbed back to my place..

ate our late dinner at punggol plaza..
watch the show with his dream girl one...ling er..hahahahaha
anyway went back home...ate cake..
keke..
we slept pretty early..around 1plus..

SUN
woke up at 8am like that..coz dear going to play bball at newton..
hmmm but in the end we fell asleep again..
so he left at 9plus..hahaha...

but i went back to sleep...
till 11plus my mum woke me up..but im still tired so i slept till 1.45pm...
hahahahahaha

now dear going home le..
later he got match...
then after his match some acc me awhile..
he's so sweet...
kekeke...

tml he gonna acc me also..
what should i cook for dinner??????
hmmmmm most prob udon...kekeke...simple...

hmmm...tml is monday le..so fast lor..
sianz...

miss dear...

thursday

2006-04-21T01:26:00.001-07:00

today went to compasspoint to have lunch with mummy..
ordered cake coz it's uncle bday this sat..
anyway,bought 2 tops..too bad camera spoilt,thus no pic.

then went to bugis to meet steph..
she's 1 hour late lor..haha..coz she got held up at uob..slow service..
hmmm today i bought a denim shorts,milk mask,blusher brush,kose nose clean pack..
saw jennifer at biotherm,she gave me a sample of a product i wanna buy..gonna test it first..
anyway we juz walk walk till 6.15pm like that...then she went to town to meet andy...
and i head to bedok to meet dear..

dear met me at bedok...then went to his place to put my things..
and changed into his clothes..haha i worn the safsa warm-up tee & shorts...haha looks huge on me..but it's comfy lahz..
went to bedok cc..watch dear play bball..poor him only can play a while..
hmmm...then he went back to bath then we went to bedok mac to have our dinner..
it was like nearly 10pm le..
hmmm took a cab home..
dear insisted in sending me back..such a sweetie..he still gotta wake up early lor..haiz..
he sent me in...stay for less than half an hour then he gotta go le..

well..
im sure he still have his doubts & insecurities..
coz if im him i will also feel this way..
this is the consequences of what i did..
thus i gotta put in alot more effort in our relationship..
im already very happy that he chose to be with me..
and for me,i cant afford to lose him again..
i have learnt from my mistakes..and i will not repeat it again..
not at the expenses of losing him,i wont even have the thought!
some ppl claimed that i stole bf,but hey,it's takes 2 hands to clap.and im sure that's not called steal. we cant juz simply steal somebody.
everything is kinda complicated.
but dear & i have strong mutual feelings for each other.
i guess he's juz someone who can't be replaced.
everywhere i go there's him.
when im at bedok,there's memories of us eating there,our meeting point.
when im at east coast,i will remember how dear cycled me around there at nite,eat our stingray.
when im at town,it's the usual place that we go every weekend.
cinemas like PS & Suntec is where we frequent the most.
when im at sakae sushi,it's where we always eat,11 plates(haha very accurate),we almost always order the same dishes.
when im at home,there's even traces of him.
and im so glad that he's back again.

his friends might be surprised in why he chose me.
many questioned "aren't you afraid that she will do that to u again?"...
i dunno how he answered.
i understand whether how many times i assured him,how many things i promised him,he will still doubt me. but i believe action speaks louder than words.
and im also in the process of making changes too.
i will definitely put in lotsa effort,i dun wanna regret again.
now that he has his insecurities & i also have mine,it does make our relationship a lil more..hmmmm...whatz the word? rocky? risky? ermmm...
but..
i know that i cant do anything but to trust him..
at least he's now honest to me about everything(i believe)..
and now that i got his assurance,it's good for me..

haha we used to be so possessive of each other..
im glad that it's better now..
but i've promised him that i wont club already..unless he's going with me..
and i will quit some habit that's bad for health..
well..now i let him play bball le..since he's not like seeing other girls..so it's alrite lahz..

hmmm im gonna sleep soon..
looking forward to clubbing with him ^_^
back to momo..this time round,with him *smiles*

thursday

2006-04-21T01:26:00.000-07:00

movie

2006-04-20T01:42:00.000-07:00

made plans to meet steph tml at bugis..
long time no see le!!!
hmmmm...then after that then meet dear...

met dear around 7pm juz now..
keke i was late,so he waited for me at pasir ris instead of tampines..
saw alvin!!! luckily saw him lor,he changed his number le...haha dear was the one who spotted him...keke...alvin muz be curious sia..haha will update him when i go to sch...
bought tix for "take the lead"..apparently he fall asleep while watching it last time..
hmmm we have not gone out for such a long time..as in movie & dinner..
lol..miss the feeling eh...
anyway saw anne at metro..bought the dream mousse foundation..thanks to her i got discount & free gift..gonna try the dior one after finish using this..
haha..shiming work there too..so long nv see him le..
anyway after our dinner,we walked around as there's still some time to kill..
haha..
the movie was okay...but it's the companion that i like! ^_^ always enjoyed watching movie with dear! there's many many more to go...haha...
after the movie,we cabbed home..
really a very happy evening for me..

somemore tml still can meet dear..
then friday after meeting mabel mei mei darling(haha long nick for her)..gonna meet dear too..maybe watch his match..then stay over at his place..
then sat gonna watch "reincarnation"..then watch his match..keke..looking forward to this whole week!!! only thing is scare dear will be tired..

hmmmm im gonna learn more new dishes to cook for dear le..
only dishes that i know how to cook:
-japanese curry+rice
-pasta
-udon
-fried rice
-maggie mee

that's all! haiyoyo dear already ate for like 2 yrs lor..
hmmm gonna find recipes..keke..

hmmm gonna read book b4 sleeping le..
nitey!
im too happy to be affected... *bleahz*

ooooh

2006-04-19T17:18:00.000-07:00

woke up at 11plus today..
called dear...haha chat for a while b4 i read on book..
it is juz so addictive,seems like i cant stop!
met mummy 1.15pm at punggol plaza to have lunch..
cant finish my chicken cutlet rice..
bought a dress & a pair of berms at one of the stall,the clothes are unique,i had my eyes on the dress and keep telling mummy that we can share..
haha..but it make me seem a bit preggie though...
hmmmm went to watsons to stock up shampoo,lotion & nite cream. bought the ZA nite cream to try,wonder how it will be,heard raves about me,hope it works for me.

reached home,talk to dear.
haha
his training might be cancelled. so most prob we will go to tm to catch a movie.
it's been a long time since we went there.
we were always watching movies,more than 50 le bah! imagine the amount of money spent!every week without fail will watch at least 1 movie.haha last time we always frequent PS during our early dating days,then gradually we go to Suntec,and on days when we dun feel like going to town,then we will go tm. hmmm...

alrite i gtg go prepare le..
the weather is unusually sunny..

an entry juz for jia

2006-04-18T20:06:00.000-07:00

this entry is delicated to jia!
because it's her birthday(19th april)!!!
but too bad she's away for a business trip to china..
miss ya!

jia,today you are offically 21. juz 1 month & 3 days younger than me.
but you are certainly someone who thinks alot,someone who became more confident & sociable.
we had fights,we had our stupid moments.
from shopping kaki to ktv kaki to coffee kaki to clubbing kaki.
you are part of my life and im glad that you are my bestie.
though we are not as close,we've all grown up and have our own privacy,but you are still someone whom i hold dearly to my heart.

remember where we were? it was the last day of 2004.

ktv session

we were such neoprints fanatic!

and it's not even 1/4 of what we took!

see what we did when we were bored!

crazy ehz?

outside momo

when the music got too boring at momo,we went to haagen daaz for ice cream!

i love ya!

want ur bday pressie?
come back soon k!
sorry we were not able to club with u during ur last week in singapore.
after u come back,and after joanne is back then we go together k.
haha but too bad i cant be ur clubbing kaki le,but we can still go shopping! i know we are such bad influence on each other!!! but nvm! come back soon k!
miss ya!
have a great birthday!
buy pressie for me hor! haha
juz kidding!
*hugz*

rain rain go away

2006-04-18T15:04:00.000-07:00

it keeps raining...haiz...so troublesome..

yesterday dear came over..
6plus he called me,said he juz knocked off..then waiting for bus...
after we put down then phone,he was at the door already..hahaha..
really glad to see him!
our dinner was curry(i cook) & ABC soup(mummy cook)..
haha crystal was so happy to see him,keep sticking to him & said "he's mine.he's mine!"...

well..dear was tired lor..poor thing...

anyway today is stay home day for me..
i havent finish reading Memoirs of a Geisha,and also the DEARBOYS comics..too long nv read leh then dunno what is happening..
haha
well well..
no plans for tml yet,except meeting dear in the evening to his bball training..
and fri meeting my mabel mei mei darling after her class...haha..planning to go town..
hmmm...

so sianz lor..no vcd to watch...haiz...
gonna read book le!

happiness

2006-04-17T12:46:00.000-07:00

happiness has return again.
i cant explain how happy i felt!
i have foolishly lost him once,this time round i will cherish and treasure our relationship.
in this process,we have hurted ppl,though guilty,but this is why we have to make our relationship work.
in the past i took him for granted,i did not compromise,i did not put myself in his shoes.
now im gonna change,gonna change my temper,many things to change,but im determined.

im gonna cook curry later for our dinner..
haha it's being a long time since i cook curry..
well i hope it will turn out fine..
can see him in a few hours...
cant wait! :)

photos

2006-04-16T02:25:00.000-07:00

woke up at almost 2pm..
but got woken up by joanne's call earlier...that cha bor still so early go out..lol..
yesterday we 5am+ then reach home wor...i was dead beat lor...
haha..

anyway here are some pic from jia's bday chalet...
fri
i met jia at bedok interchange to buy grocery..wah lau bought many many tidbits!
then went to her place..burn some cd..slack..wait for joanne to come..
she reach at bout 3plus..
haha gave jia a surprise! coz we didnt tell her that joanne rented a car so can drive around...
i sat in front coz i told joanne that im entrusting my life to her..haha..
anyway a pic of us!

after photoshop

i was wearing shades coz i think it's becoz of the lack of sleep,my eyes got irritated that juz a light glimpse of light will send my tears flowing freely..

anyway 3 of us reach the chalet le! yipeee

i seriously need rebonding le,my hair is getting out of hand!

kisses for joanne for being the driver..keke

after a while..we went out to buy our lunch cum dinner..wah lau..cant decide what to eat..keep driving around..in the end buy mac from white sands..
i was like fooling around,cracking lame and silly jokes initially..
then after that i was all quiet..then they say im like a child..noisy le then tired le..
what i can comment about joanne's driving is that she is a safe driver..it is her first time driving on the road after she passed..i told my mum and she's like "dun keep talking to her hor,muz be safe k". then after i reach the chalet i called my mum to let her know im safe,hahahahaha!

anyway i brought our meal back to eat..then we play uno all that..
joanne left to meet her bf home..
me and jia bought the stacko game at cheers...
haha we had fun playing that lor!!!
then we watch tv all the way to 10pm..
then we started preparing..
coz we going to momo..
then change clothes..make up all that..
haha some silly pic we took..
anyway i was drinking my long island tea while doing my make up..

so i was a bit seh le,thus the stupid pose!

here's hers!

i was jumping on the bed and i told her to capture a pic!
but then...lousy lahz!

ok decent pic:

then we took a train over...
i think i kinda spoilt the nite..haiz..cried on the way there..
mood was lousy..
on the way,saw shiyuan,alvin they all...hmmm..by then i was drinking another long island tea..

that nite was alrite for me..not exactly fun..coz my mood was not exactly good in the first place..
anyway we went back at 5plus bah..bought mac back to eat..

not enough sleep..i only slept for like less than 3 hours!

sat
joanne reached quite early...and they were so noisy!!!
haha by 12plus we are out on the road again!
then in the car i was like,why so tired huh,then i said "orh no wonder so tired,40km/hr mah"..
hahaha that ger only got once is 80km/hr lor...

we dropped by parkway..didnt get anything..
then we went back to prepare..
at bout 6pm all of us were dressed le..

some pic

PYSS group

i was playing five ten with joanne & lucus..haha
i was sorta the winner coz i drank the least..

anyway at bout 11plus..stanley,joanne & me sent jia's parents home..
then stanley was the driver..
haiz then in the car i was crying also..haiz...too sad to mention le..
then anyway the events of that nite i also dun wanna mention le..
we reach the chalet at 7am like that..
slept for a while more before packing up...
we left early..
i was really really very tired..
they sent me home first..

hmmm thatz all on the chalet le..

well well..
more updates tml...

last day of misery..
embrace happiness..

single,emotionally unavailable

2006-04-15T15:14:00.000-07:00

im single,but emotionally not available.

juz got back from east coast!
so much to update. but gotta wait for juz a while more!
^_^ im a happy girl again..soon...

come back soon for my updates!
nitey!

p.s: im willing to be ur hanger :)

lies

2006-04-13T13:43:00.000-07:00

all lies.
but why i dun mind?

im insane.

pls end my misery soon!

sadness

2006-04-12T15:13:00.000-07:00

the heart is torn.
blood oozing out from every vessel.
sadness is unveilable.
depress is not the right word to describe,it is not enough to explain the pain.

you are in a dilenma.
dragging dun make things happen.
it worsen everything.

i have already started to change.
im determined.

now i juz need that word from u to make me feel alrite again.

waiting for you

2006-04-11T14:22:00.000-07:00

waited till dawn.
rain falling hard.
splash splash splash.
cold wind blowing strongly against my face.
waiting and waiting.
anxious. bothered. scared. upset. very upset. crying. tired.

u promised.
yet u cant fulfill?
pls dun do this to me.
i cant take it anymore.

why?

2006-04-10T14:15:00.000-07:00

i cant control my tears.
overwhelmed with emotions.
recieved a msg yesterday "Regret is the worst feeling". yes,i totally agreed.

the greatest thing is to love & be loved in return.
i still remember this.

my heart is aching.
tears juz keep flowing.
i juz keep sobbing.uncontrollably.

what can i do when things are not in my control?
i can only wait.

the promises i made will be fufilled.
i will give anything to be able to fulfill it.

i take your promises seriously.
i hope you can abide by it.

heartbroken.

歌曲：新不了情
歌手：阿强专辑：此情可待
词:黄郁曲:鲍比达

心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮幕与朝朝
这一份情永远难了
愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了

心若倦了泪也干了
这份深情难舍难了
曾经拥有天荒地老
已不见你暮幕与朝朝
这一份情永远难了
愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切我不知道
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了
缘难了情难了
回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了
缘难了深情难了
缘难了深情难了

arggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2006-04-10T10:54:00.000-07:00

i really hope he will mark his words.
im too upset.
too tired.
fragile.

unanswered

2006-04-09T09:02:00.000-07:00

called not answer.
sms-es not replied.
haiz. then i know who u r with.

questions not answered.
doubts not cleared.
haiz. have you even started thinking?

u claimed that u hurt to see me like this.
but y no actions yet?

why am i still feeling depress?
im eyes are so swollen from all the crying.

tears

2006-04-08T18:57:00.000-07:00

juz back from the chalet.
im super tired!
slept only 2 hours each day.
haiz.

well im feeling slightly happier,but im not gonna rise my hopes too high,coz im afraid in the end it will still be the same.

it has been a long time since i have the feeling again.
the sense of familiarness(is there even this word???)
the sense of sadness.
to sum up this 2 days.
it's tears,tears & more tears.
now my eyes are swollen.
once he said something i will cry again,when i heard a certain song,kah hway auto pass me tissue paper,she told me "u will need it",and after i alight,yah it is not even enough.

new addition to the marie the cat family.
it's such a sweet soft toy.
but what i appreciate more is the effort behind it.
it is something that i overlook in the past.

some ppl may think that i cant move on.
no.
but it is juz that memories are too much but my heart to bear.
everywhere i walked,some songs i heard,some food we used to eat always,it juz stirs the feelings. i either smile or cry. sadness still lingers,but there are happiness too.
i admit i was at fault.

i think im gonna hurt someone. im sorry. im in such a mess.

difficulties

2006-04-06T17:04:00.000-07:00

i have difficulties sleeping at nite..
when i had slight disturbance in the morning,i cant get back to sleep again.
my sleeping problem is getting a bit out of hand.
i dun have enough sleep,i get frustrated in the day.
even milk has lost its "power".
my skin became even worse,my face more pale & lifeless than before,my panda eyes is getting incurable.

and since i cant get to sleep easily at nite,i get hungry easily.
i crave for food. yet i cant get to eat it.
the feeling sux!

im so filled with emotions lately,mainly sadness & hatred.
the cause of it?
i think im the one.
it's all my fault.
it felt like the world is crashing down on me.
i so long for today's chalet,becoz i know at i wont be lonely.
i will be with my frenz,i have a few days of fun to look forward to.
i hope i wont become an alcoholic. though i love heineken,i wont drink it today!
coz i dun wanna have beer belly u know. so i will juz stick to long island tea & tequila shot today.

question...
what is love?
love is something magical,tragical & sucidal.
it will start of magically,the feeling of it is so strong that one can overlook almost everything.
after the magic fades off,reality sink it,this is the part when most relationship cant work becoz of it. we start to understand my other halves better,know their flaws & plus points,started to work out how to work out the relationship,lifestyle,and also accepting each other.
what i felt is that juz the accepting each other part is hard enough. because from my last previous entry,i have quoted a saying,"Love is not about finding the perfect person,it is about loving the imperfect person perfectly". Which means that loving/accepting ur other halves flaws as well,can u actually overlook ur other halves flaws?
can u accept my flaws??
Is love selfish or selfless? Or is it that the selfish human make the love selfish too?
i admit im a selfish person,not many ppl can love me & accept me totally,becoz this is my flaw,im selfish thus i cant promise loving/accepting the person like he can.
being my lover is a difficult task,he have to help me to learn to love myself truthly.
and being the piscean i am,i need endless adoration,endless love & a sense of security from my other half.
but,in a relationship,it's about 2 person. there is alot to work on.
when it turns sour,and when 2 parties dun wish to put in more effort to sort out the relationship,or when 1 party already started shutting down,most likely the relationship would be put to an end.

i juz searched the dictionary,so what is love?

A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.
Sexual passion.
Sexual intercourse.
A love affair.
An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object.
A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.
An expression of one's affection: Send him my love.
A strong predilection or enthusiasm: a love of language.
The object of such an enthusiasm: The outdoors is her greatest love.
Love Mythology. Eros or Cupid.
often Love Christianity. Charity.
Sports. A zero score in tennis.

y cant it only say the good side of love?
nobody told us love could hurt.
nobody told us love is difficult.
but in reality love could hurt.
love is difficult.
but we still want love.
we still need love.
ppl could turn into a glowing & happy person.
yet love could also lead us to do ugly things.

so,what's love?

Karyn White - Superwoman

Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table,
and make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream
Your eggs are overeasy, your toast unlikely,
all that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me
Now you say the juice is sour, it used to be so sweet,
and I can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me
We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting so deep,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, but it's making me weak
I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down, and think that everything is okay
Boy I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me
I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you
But when you get there, you just tell me you're not hungry at all,
you said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk
You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed,
I'm convinced I know the problem, you don't love me the same
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, still I can't help but care
I'm not your superwoman(oh no no no)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down and think that everything is okay
Boy I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me
I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down and think that everything is okay
Boy I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me
Look into the corners of your mind, I'll always be there for you through good and bad times,
but I can't be the superwoman that you want me to be
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me
I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down and think that everything is okay
Boy I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional hugs as a token of love from you to me
Oh!!! If you feel it in your heart and you understand me, stop right where you are,
everybody sing along with me! (hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo...)
I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet,
but you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me!!!
I need love, I need just your love,
I'm not your superwoman...

it is really a beautical song.
im listening to the chinese version now,personally i prefer the english version.

alrite bye guys!

kiss me

i need love ya know?

remember me?

locked up

2006-04-06T10:22:00.000-07:00

im juz gonna lock up my heart.
at least,im gonna learn that.

bastards!

2006-04-06T01:15:00.000-07:00

some ppl are juz jerks!
total jerks!
bloody hell! i hate you!

troubled

2006-04-05T12:28:00.000-07:00

mayb sometimes it's good that we dun have choice..
got choice also fan,no choice also fan.

love is not about meeting the perfect person.
but it is about loving an imperfect person perfectly.

found the above qoute from my notepad of love quotes.
found it true.
though im imperfect,im someone with flaws,but im loved.
but why am i like this now?
have i lost my courage to do something that i wanna do?

i doubt my ability to love.
i doubt my ability to embrace love.
i admit i need love.
but have i lost the courage to make the decision?

many times i have said im not suitable to be in a relationship.
because i cant promise love to the person.
i cant play the role of a good gf.
im prompt to hurt.
im selfish.

i dun even know how to love myself.
so how can i love u?

siannnnnzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-04-04T10:53:00.000-07:00

went for a hair trim with mummy at town today..
took a cab down coz we were napping and totally overslept for our appointment time..
bought a light denim skirt..love it!
we bought dinner and took cab home coz mummy wanna watch the 10pm show..

haiz..
not happy.
different ppl have different stands,different principles,different beliefs.
yes i made a mistake. yes a white lie.
but ma chiam i made a grave mistake like that.
yah true,white lie or what still a lie.
im wrong k.
and i did not even say that im correct.
and the best thing is u dun trust me le.
so what can i say? nothin!
the rest is up to u whether u wanna believe or not.
whatever the gf wanna say also can.
i have enough trouble.
dun wanna add some trouble that is irrelevent to me..

haiz..
feel like eating fruit tart from delifrance..
any kind heart souls wanna buy for me?

ok im gonna force myself to sleep le.

i miss u.

looking forward to fri!
jia's chalet..clubbing at momo at nite..
sat celebration..
yay! drive all the unhappiness away!!!

should i go phuture tml? *ponders*

warning:lotsa pictures

2006-03-31T01:22:00.000-08:00

heyyy!
im back!
with pictures!!!

warning:long entry with many many pictures!

30.03.06 wednesday

meet mabel at 1.45pm at somerset..
but we were both late!
haha..2.15pm then i reach..
we wanted to go kbox at cineleisure..
who knows it's raining & both of us got no umbrella!!!
after waiting for a while,we decided to juz walk over..
haha we sang from 2plus to 7pm..
it's freaking cold lor!!!
hmmmm..

meet da gers(jia,chelle,kah hway) at heeren entrance.
we went to marche for our dinner!
it's sho long ago that we went to marche for dinner..
chelle commented that she like the feeling of dining in marche..
very homey feeling ^_^
we then seperate into 2 groups..haha..
chelle & me went to buy rosti,mushroom & cheese crepe..
jia & kah hway bought 2 muchroom soup,calamari(yummyz),2 servings of chicken..

ok i'll juz let the pictures do the talking :)

FOOD

did not take all the pic..but i love the crepe! it's really nice!

ATTENDANCE

Michelle Ong Pei Yun

here!

Joanne Yap Kah Hway

here!

Angela Tan Jia Hui

here!

Mindy Tan Hui Qi

here! it's kah hway stupid finger!!! hahaha

ok all present! very good!!!

her expression is sho cute~

where am i? coz im the one holding the camera lor.

finally im in the picture,but where is jia?

seek help from the staff there to help us take a group pic!

min & jia

this looks like we are taking a neoprint. and it struck to us that we have not took a neoprint together for ages!!!

so after our dinner we went to take neoprint..

on da way up..still camwhoring..

our neoprints

then we proceed to paragon STARBUCKS for chit chat session..

share share with jia

feed each other..sho sweet..

sweet sweet with chelle..

greedy kah hway!

greedy me!!! i look like sh*t

look at chelle's face! coz got all my saliva on the straw le.

cute hor...

chelle stoning..

here comes the funny part!

Movie "CATFIGHT 01"

i slap her,she still sho happy!

act ke lian

show 30% of teeth

70% of teeth

80% of teeth

huh?!

MOVIE "CATFIGHT 02"

directors: kah hway & mindy
actresses: chelle & jia

Chelle loves taking candid shots

and they all claimed that they cant take even 1 si wen candid shot of me..coz im by nature not very si wen..haha...

here are the evidence..it takes alot of courage to post such ugly pic of myself k..haha

very good example

wth am i doing?

engross in hp

on the phone..

anyway we left after we finished our ice blended mocha..and chelle went home,kah hway went home too...me & jia proceed to MOMO...

outside MOMO

Ok here are my bday pic..not here with me though..

jixiang sho xin fu..haha..

hugz!

poor guys no place to sit..

me & my cake!

i had a bad day hair.. was busy entertaining frenz from pri sch,sec sch,poly,& others. I was perspiring and my face is kinda red..haha

ling the pretty one ^_^

kah hway tired?

the guys

all the sec sch guys

all from ping yi sec

haha alrite..thatz all from my bday...
will post more when i recieve the rest..

i love this!!!

cute ehz??? but i only got the last one. simply love the first one,but in the end didnt get it,a bit regret wor. hai

anyway will blog tml bah..tata!

sianz..

2006-03-27T11:16:00.001-08:00

haha relax elaine & irene,i promise i will post the pic by this week k?

anyway..
some should know that for these few days i was not feeling good..
not as in im sick or what lahz..
it's the mood..
well well..

i felt that..
sometimes when i need someone to talk to i dunno who to talk to..
and when there's someone who is there to talk to me..
i fear of opening up to them..
im afraid of scoldings or mayb juz dismissing my problems or even how it might change their impression of me..
and so in the end i tend to keep things to myself..

recently i sorta confide my problems to someone whom i dun really know..
i recieved friendly advices and also friendship..
im glad for that..

well..
im lazy to get out of the house at times..
becoz gotta change clothes,make up..blah blah..very troublesome..haha...
was on msn juz now..a friend asked me out for a drink since both of us were like sho sianz..
but i declined becoz of my laziness..haiz..

last weekend i didnt club..
which is good..
for my health..
haha prefer chilling out at times..
well well..

my hair has gotta thick and messy..
it's time for rebonding & a hair cut..
wanna dye my hair too..want a deep shade of brown..chocolate?
gonna check the price..

i hate myself for being so fickle-minded,impulsive & act without thinking..
that's me..
i follow my heart..
is that good or bad?
i rarely think when i make decisions..
correction..i do think..but it's juz that what is the priority is how the heart feels..
haiz..

anyway on a lighter note,i wanna go to bangkok!!!
claudia is going this thurs!!!
wah lau! i also wanna go lor!!!
who wanna sponsor me?
accomodation+transportation is less than $300.
then plus shopping and food i think total less than $800 can le!!!
i wanttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!
haha

recently eyeing on quite a number of stuff:
-digi cam (i really neeeeeddddd one!!!)
want to capture memories. so it is definately essential!

-Gucci tote (have not found a pic,have post it when i find it)
ok lah for this i know it's not essential,but it's sho nice can. roomy enough to put my barang
barangs & classic!!!

-light faded denim mini
i juz realised that out of the 6 denim minis i have,all is dark colors! i want a super light faded
denim mini!

-trucker cap
haha it is essential for bad hair days!

-faded denim shorts

haha there's sho many on the list..
well a girl can never have too many clothes/heels/bags/make up/accessories

this is my to do list for this week:
-pack my ward robe (it's in a mess,choosing clothes is like lucky draw!)
-tidy up my cupboard in my study room (my poly assignments are still everywhere,messy!)
-meet up with chelle,kah hway,jia for dinner/coffee ( gotta check their schedule)
-help jia design invitation for her bday chalet
-go clubbing (haha like muz go sign attendance like that)
-check out the balcony (ling? mabel? anyone wanna go with me?)
-kbox (wanna screammmmmm,ooops i mean singggg! jia?)
-go chinatown/artfriend (need to stock up my materials, need to make new things soon!)

well..
time to turn in..
nitey!

ps: i juz did an evil thing today.
haha im not gonna tell u!!!

haizzzz

2006-03-21T08:48:00.000-08:00

i wonder how it feels like to hold ur hand again.

another 2 days

2006-03-20T12:28:00.000-08:00

have you ever had a feeling that you wanna cry but you juz cant cry out?

insonmia hits me again.

the greatest thing is to love & be loved in return.
yes i still remember.

2006-03-18T01:02:00.000-08:00

Your Birthdate: March 16

You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head.
You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking.
People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right.
You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself.

Your strength: Your original approach to thinking

Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others

Your power color: Pale blue

Your power symbol: Wavy line

Your power month: July

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

milk

2006-03-14T07:45:00.000-08:00

milk makes darling sleepy..
and recently i found out..yah it's quite true for me too..
coz of my insonmia for the past few nites..
i bought milk today..juz drank 1 glass of milk..
hope i can sleep peacefully today..

darling called me this afternoon..talked for quite a while..
realise singapore is very small wor..
haha somebody told him something and after darling told me,i was quite taken back.
well well,in the past le also nvm lahz. haha.

another 8 days till darling book out..
can't wait!

ok gonna hit the sacks soon!

sianz

2006-03-13T22:06:00.000-08:00

insonmia hits at nite,
when it's no longer bright,
in a room with no light,
fighting lonliness with all my might.

tml will be alrite,
i told myself,
everything's gonna be fine,
i assured myself

when the room's filled with light,
i open my eyes to see the sky,
it is blue with clouds so white,
finally another day passed by.

i was craving for choc,yesterday bought 2 hersey bar,but juz did not satisfy my craving!
wondering what choc i should get later...
hmmmm actually a tub of ben& jerry sounds good!!! but what flavour???

hmmmm...
still missing darling alotz..
guess he would be fatter when he book out..
he's 68kg when he book in..well well i bet he's 70kg already! with all the eating,and lack of exercise(coz of his problems,his back aching,blah blah) he can't do much exercise. he's eating like 4 meals a day can! i expect to see a rounder him soon! haha

still havent get a cap for him!
lol..
well well i need to go shopping too! wanna check out mango's spring arrival..i got voucher to shop there! yipeeee!
and also topshop..saw a few crop shorts i fancy..and yay i got credit to spend there too!
wanna get a few books from kinokuniya..any recommendations? thought of getting "The Undomestic Goddess"...

well well..
today is a sunny day..
i hate it when it gets too sunny..
tataz!~

DAY 5

2006-03-12T20:29:00.000-08:00

Today is Day 5...another 9 days till hubby book out..

well..
know what?
it's kinda hard to strike a balance..
i nv neglect "A",then i will disappoint "B".
i nv neglect "B",then i will disappoint "A".
so how am i gonna do it?
the feeling of ppl disappointed in me is sho sianz!
i can never for once let both sides be happy.
then me leh? am i happy?
sometimes i felt that i have no mood to do certain things,yet i gotta do.yah i know we gotta do things that we dun like,that things we like.
and lonely is not an excuse!!! if u think it's an excuse,then i got nothin to say.
there are so many points and perspectives to look from.
im juz sho sick and tired liao.

not to disappoint.
im always trying hard not to disappoint ppl.
but i've disappoint myself.
i dun feel me again.

yoz!

2006-03-12T00:46:00.000-08:00

oops lack of update!
shall post the pic of my party when i got the pic from my uncle!
anyway it was kinda fun!
thanks alot to all the ppl who turned up!
esp jia & kah hway who turned up earlier to help out!
thanks to jian ming,wei ming,wei hong,wei jie,kian keong,ji xiang,baikai,steven,ruilin,terance,chelle,yong sheng,sharmaine & bf,wei fong,foo yi,sharon & bf,hammie,siim wii,anna,cindy & bf,crystal,celine,mitch,jacqueline,eddie,valerie,caline,mabel & my darling who turned up!

the party ended at bout 11.30pm.
mabel,jia,darling & i book a cab and head to momo..
haha then saw gary & arnold there so we party till bout 5am,then we went for breakfast!
reached home at 6plus..tired lor!
haha

anyway i love my pressies!
recieved:
-a GUESS watch(from mummy!)
-anna sui mascara
-pink MANGO bag
-a top
-a cup
-a pair of earrings
-1 heart necklace
-1 citygems necklace
-1 perlini necklace
-choker & earring set
-$40 topshop
-$50 mango voucher
-$40 kino voucher
-1 swatch watch
-precious moments "PRINCESS" figurine
-BODYSHOP set

really appreciate & love it lots!!!

anyway darling is now in tekong!
today is only day 4 lor..still so many days to go...haiz..

yesterday went to bugis street with jia..
bought a grey short sleeve jacket,a grey suede-like knee length skirt,and a black mini..
all for less than $60. gotta budget le! the skirt is a gg5 look-a-like,and normally a gg5 skirt cost $60,so all my stuff are quite a steal!
anyway we had our dinner like at 10plus! ate mos burger..
after chilling we head to momo..
got free entry coz on guest list..put our bags in first then we head out to buy drink..
was sitting outside till 12.30am then we head in again..
daniel & qixian came too..
and i saw daniar too! he said i grow fatter le!!! what a comment! but it's true lahz...lol
handoyo & his friend came too but only for a while then they went to MOS..
celine,eddie,gary,jianming came too..well well..
anyway i forgot what time i left..but quite early lahz..
qixian sent jia & me back..
well im a direction idiot..so he bought a street directory..haha..
manage to get home lahz...thanks to him!

hmmm i was suppose to wake up early today..
set alarm..but who knows my phone dropped while im sleeping thus it became crazy & i overslept!!!

haiz..then decided to stay home instead,mummy went to work,aunt suppose to look after my sis,but she needs to settle some things so i look after lor..

ate noodles liao but now craving for mac!!!
arrgghhh sinful!
should i or should i not?
hmmm...

anyway talk to hubby juz now..sho glad that can talk to him longer..
^_^
miss him sho much..hope time will pass faster!!!
not being a really good girl,haha he muz be angry..but hope not lahz..keke..

well shall blog again!

haha

2006-03-01T09:12:00.000-08:00

recently there's some pathetic ppl tagging me..
insulting me & my friends..doubted my friends' intelligience..
well the person really a juz a sad case..
it occurs to me that ppl who judge me like that,well,in the first place i doubt they even talk to me b4! haha talk about being idiotic!
lol..
anyway the person talked as if like he/she witness my relationships! thatz juz a joke!
but still juz blogging bout some stupid things lahz...

well for the party more or less confirmed the number of ppl liao..
sho excited!!! pri sch friends that i've not seen in a long long time are coming too!!!
sho glad!!!

gonna acc mummy for her check up on fri,hope everything will be fine!

update again! ^_^

craving for MAC nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!

2006-02-26T09:04:00.000-08:00

lalala..
what a weekend...
well well..
i think i decided liao..
my 21st(advanced) birthday party will be held on 4th march!

Mindy's 21st Birthday Party
Date:4th March,Saturday
Venue: 107 Elias Terrace @ Elias Green (for those who dunno how to go there,there will be a meet-up at 5.30pm @ pasir ris control station)
Time:6pm
Dress code:Pls be dress in white!

haha like very early hor...almost 2 weeks in advance wor..
nvm lahz..mayb after that at nite can go party..hahahahahahahahahahahaha...
birthday of course muz have birthday wishlist!!!fulfill my wishessssss!!!

Mindy's 21st Birthday Wishlist

1)
i need a camera!!! mine that my uncle gave me is faulty le!

2)
my all time fave perfume!!!

3)
heard ravings bout this,but did not get it. haha mine is combination skin.

4)
BEBE logo tank im a size S

5)
Lee Hwa diamond bracelet

6)
GUESS bag

7)
GUESS watch

8) ANNA SUI water proof mascara in black

9) M.A.C eye shadow

10) If you dunno what to get for me,just get me vouchers from:
-MANGO
-TOPSHOP
-Kinokuniya
-GG>5
-Mphosis

haha thatz good sia!!!
still dunno whether ppl would be able to turn up for my party or not.
hmmmm...

gtg now! nitey!

better le

2006-02-20T09:32:00.000-08:00

wahz confirm is mood swing lor!
from juz now cried like mad to now im fine le.
haiz..
tears juz flow & flow non-stop..machiam free flow like that...
but now i felt better le..ate some sweets..cheer myself up!

well im seriously thinking how i can walk tml lor..
shit!
really hurts like hell lor!

my eyes are tired from crying..
think i gonna sleep soon..
waiting for his call..
nitey!

warning: emo entry!

2006-02-20T07:12:00.000-08:00

feeling emo & sianz now!
wanna chill out with frenz also cant now!
coz stupid me accidentally stepped on glass this afternoon!!! argggh!
was thinking juz a small piece nvm one,so i juz went to the bathroom to wash the wound,i called darling,the pain was quite unbearable.
i got a shock when i saw such a big pool of blood for a small cut!
faster wash the wound with running water for 5 min then the bleeding stops.

was limping all day long!

today is one of the few days that i felt lonely.
was feeling kinda emo.
things changed.
some things changed and i definately dun like it.
my lifestyle changed.
im not sure whether i like it or not.
but,
suddenly i juz kinda missed the past.
i know i should look forward,but get memerised with the past.
but today i cant help it. coz i felt lonely.
reon asked me out for coffee,i really need it sia! but im already crying my eyes out now,i doubt im in the state to step out of my home now.

im juz feeling real sad now.
wanna call darling.
but he's busy.
even if i disturb him,he wont be free to talk to me. later he still got meeting.

i hate myself to be so needy!
i thought i already told myself to be a stronger person when i decided to be single previously!
i told myself not to be too dependant on my other half. i told myself not to be so clingy!
i told myself that i gotta be strong! i told myself that i muz have my own life too!
but what happens to my own life now?
friends drift apart. studies like fuck.
I KNOW I NEED TO PUSH MYSELF HARDER! I KNOW U ALWAYS THINK IM ALWAYS NUAING! I KNOW U WANT ME TO IMPROVE MYSELF.
yes,sometimes we got to do things we dun like to do,not things we like to do.
but mayb im not strong enough to do it.
i hate it when u judge me! what would happen if i dun turn out to be what u hope i will be?
u want me to change for the better,indirectly i felt that im forced to grow to change.

im not regretting that im attached now.
im juz angry with myself.
im juz angry that some things turned out this way & i seriously dun like it!

im juz angry.
im angry that i felt lonely now.
i really hate the feeling!

nvm things will be fine.
juz let me rant on and cry..
i will be fine..
it's always the case..
i will be fine.

Nohari Window

2006-02-20T05:22:00.000-08:00

juz curious!!!
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=im-pinky-princess

Johari Window

2006-02-16T03:46:00.000-08:00

so what do u think of me?
click on the link! ^_^
http://kevan.org/johari?name=im-pinky-princess

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!

2006-02-13T23:52:00.000-08:00

happy valentine day! actually everyday should be vday!
cant load pic that i took yesterday,coz there's something wrong!!!
haiz!
anyway yesterday met steph!!! sho long nv meet her le!
went to town to search for gifts!
haha i bought a tee from outfitter girls for myself and also a pink hearts coin pouch! sho tempted to get a mango top,but stopped myself coz i should be looking for gifts for darling!
anyway i finally bought something at our last stop,TOPMAN,bought a shirt for darling!

after that,steph and me went to hougang to buy baking materials,luckily we shared,spent bout $30! then we bought kfc and took a cab to my place.
it was already 8.30pm when we reach my place,chop chop eat our dinner then start baking!!!
we were sho glad that the shape turned out nice!
too bad can load the pic,i think the cookies are really cute & sweet!

anyway darling reached my place at bout 1.30am?
we were still baking!!! haiz...so he knew liao..but we forbid him to see...
haha..
bout 2.30am then we finished baking!!!

after steph left,i gave the pressies to darling,sho glad that he like it! but the shirt is a tad too big,so gotta change the size!
after that i cooked maggie mee for him,rubbish bin!

slept at 4am?
tired sia!!!

today woke up at 12.30pm,gotta fetch crystal..
darling ate most of the cookies le,he said it is "stones"!!!
haha yah lah it is quite hard for a cookie.lol.

darling is sleeping like a pig now..
poor him,did not have enough sleep for the past few nites..

anyway here are some pic taken a few weeks ago!

yummy ice cream!

waiting for our ice cream!

me & jia

my jie mei alvin!

sitting on the escalator!

i cant help giggling!

caline & me

ksession!

the bf is singing!

haha thatz all!
hope i can load the pic soon!
happy vday every1!
gonna disturb the pig now!

suggestions needed!

2006-02-06T09:41:00.000-08:00

this year im gonna be 21!!!
haha muz be memorable!!!
my 21st birthday celebration would be held at my uncle's place,elias terrace.
but the date would be almost 2 weeks earlier than my actual birthday becoz my bf would be enlisted on the 9th of March! *sobz*
Thus the birthday party would be held on 4th March,Saturday,around 6ish or 7pm.
Well well,i would have to discuss with my uncle on whether this should be a small party or i can invite more ppl.
anyway i need suggestions with the party theme!!!
any ideas?

rollar coaster ride

2006-02-04T04:50:00.000-08:00

im happy one moment.
im depressed the next moment.
and this goes on & on & on...

human feelings are sensitive. it seems like i have been selfish for a long long time.
i keep giving myself the excuse of 'humans are selfish by nature'.
and my selfishness has caused hurt and also loss & delay for my loved one.
i dunno whether this will make me "wake up" or i will continue being selfish..
well well..
i really dunno..

this is the first time i stop and think bout everything.
i think im making a mistake here.
mistakes maybe.

yesterday was fun..
but pissed off at some point...
haiz...
went ktv..finally meet up with some of the girls..
after that..went to have late nite sushi..
yummyz..

haiz..actually now no mood to blog..
bye

juz thinking

2006-01-17T08:00:00.000-08:00

as the days passed,i tried to recall what i was doing all along.
at times,i forgot how i spend my days.
but definately not how i usually spend my days,in the past i would be idling around,shopping or juz online mindlessly. well,i still do appreciate a day for slacking once in a blue moon.
at least now i know im doing something constructive. but then at times,i cant slow down and think.
in the past,what i want may be juz yet juz another bag in the GUESS boutique,but now what im lemming for is something bigger. And yes i think it comes with a price called sacrifice.
not that im not willing to sacrifice,but im still coming to terms with what im gonna sacrifice.

Relationships.
Recently,i've not been spending enough time with my girls.
havent meet up with chelle for like 1000 yrs! haha
i miss her!
Some may not know,but im currently attached,gonna update chelle soon!
well well..some may think...again!!! but then...i dun need to explain lahz..

haiz gotta go now..i think im sho used to having fever...it's seriously like once a week..
bye!
promise i will update soon!

MIA

2005-12-25T22:35:00.000-08:00

i felt like i MIA for quite long liao wor...haha
im down with fever now! muz be the rain!!! arrgggh!

i had a great xmas eve & xmas!
i had new frenz..got things straighten out...
lolx...
xmas eve was a hectic day!
was quite tired! searching for pressies..haha...
henry & i met jia at town then head to clarke quay for late dinner! stingray! yummy!!!
on the way to draw money we met alvin!!! haha fated sia..then he said he heading to MOS coz his fren already queing there...so we joined him...
in the end the que is damnnnnnn long can!
so we took cab to momo...
11.45pm we enter...
the music was quite nice wor..
then 1plus like that we went to 7-11 to rest..get drinks..
saw lester! such a coincidence sia...
2.35am we head in again...actually was quite relucdant to go in coz was very tired...but jia was like a energizer bunny! full of energy!!!

then after that we saw eddie they all..haha..
hmmm quite a crazy nite lor!
lolx...
5am then we leave..
acc jia to mac outside black to meet her lv boy...lolx..
it was raining cats & dogs..really damn cold..my whole back was wet!
arrrgggghhhh!
i think thatz how i got my fever!!!

anyway i gonna rest liao...juz blog coz i juz finished eating..so muz wait for a while b4 eating med..
im so was craving for mee sua now!

fat

2005-12-06T12:07:00.000-08:00

i gained weight liao! sianz lor.
but not surprise lor since i eat supper & choc every single day!
hmmm...

bought my hp! motorola v3~ coz my hp really cant make it liao!
haiz...sad case..

hmmm tml im going to phuture! yay!!! so long nv club liao! really look forward sia!!!

this is quite a pointless entry...

byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

hmmmm

2005-12-01T21:42:00.000-08:00

today is friday...
now im at home..
very tempted to go club at night..
well well well...seriously i have cut down alot!!!

anyway still feel tired after almost 9 hours of sleep!
i think i very long never have enough rest liao..
i know i gotta take care of myself..
there are many ppl worried bout me..and im glad that there are some who take care of me..
thanks siaaaaaaa!!!

xmas is around the corner!
i have yet get gifts for ma girls!
i already know what to get liao...haha juz need time to go and buy..keke..
hmmm...
this xmas i on budget,but i promise the gift would be filled with love *mushy*
haha...

now my whole body pain sia...haiz...sianz...
hmmmm i want massage!!!
sobz!!!
my feet are so tired & pain from wearing heels...can die sia...
but bo bian im a shortie...lol..

i hate my nails! all so brittle!!! hmmmm...

this is sucha random post..i dunno what im doing..ermmm..pls excuse me...
haha..

ugliness of human nature

2005-11-30T21:59:00.000-08:00

i've finally seen the ugliness of human nature.
i mean,all along i know lahz,but when i experienced it.
shit lor.im really pissed!

and i really hated it alot when ppl thought they know me very well & make some assupmtions!
so super then go be fortune teller lahz!

sianz lor really very sianz...
feel very down..
really need to up my feeling..
negative is not good!!!
suddenly felt that the support i need is not there...
im kinda alone...
sianzzz!!!

better up my mood first!!!

long time no blog

2005-11-29T06:02:00.000-08:00

it's been a long long time since i last blog...izzit?
many things happened...

im supposed to be asleep liao..
but at this hour..im still awake...
it's not convinient to blog it all out here..but it would be in my little black book..
last week i cried thrice...
now it's juz tuesday and i have cried once..
im sucha cry baby ehz?
it's a form of releasing stress,sadness,anger...& sometimes even happiness..
so far i have not cried becoz im happy..
do i feel really better after crying?
y is the feeling worse at times?
and why am i crying now?
my tears are warm..
release release release...and tml i will be happy again..

nowadays i discovered that there are some ppl around me who are really concern about me,and i really appreciated and is grateful for that.

career & love.
muz there really be only 1?
muz u sacrifice love for career?
or sacrifice career for love?
is there a need to sacrifice one?
i dun get it.
because no one told me anything.
so i dun get it.
what i felt is that,there is no tops in career,u will always wanna climb higher & higher.so there's no end to it.
love,it's either that u treasure it now,or it might be gone forever.
for me,i want both. mayb women can multi-task,so we can handle 2. for men,they only can focus on one first?
y is that so? or is it juz an excuse for them?

now watching "er mo zai shen bian"...wah piang...very down can...
xiao yue chose the "devil"...the bad boy..
but the bad boy got a very sweet side too..
haiz...plus the song "ai mei"...it's very the sad can..
my heart hor..almost cant make it liao...sho sour..

anyway..last sat at black was unexpectedly quite alrite..i mean the music..
i reached there quite late..
i was with lester they all..
then weihong they all were also there...
*juz cooked eggs...more hungry now! tempted to order mac breakfast!*
anyway back to the topic...
i think that nite i was siao lor...
i cried..
think every1 muz think that im crazy..
anyway..henry reach quite late..
that nite i did not even go to the dance floor...
spent the rest of the nite talking..at the bar counter near the toilet..
then joseph came..sorry leh didnt really talk much to you!

after that...we went to have breakfast at mac..
yummyz! so long nv have mac breakfast liao...
after that henry and i took train home..

hmmm anyway so long nv read book liao..
gonna find one day go kino or borders..

here are some pic!!!

putting make up on...

check out my curls!!!

i look mature ehz?

washed out the curls and back to straight!

me & zhou yune,a very friendly & helpful girl!!!

haiz...gonna take a 2 hour nap b4 starting a brand new day~!
Mindy jia you jia you jia you!!!

Indulgecorp : First Wave

2005-11-23T17:41:00.000-08:00

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cold weather

2005-11-23T05:32:00.000-08:00

i hate this weather! it's really too cold! *freezing*
went to town with mummy today! just the 2 of us!!! ^_^
mummy went to meridian shopping centre to dye+hair+treatment hair...
reach there at 2.30pm...the stylist asked me to walk around for 2 hours...
so i walked to taka+wisma..
nearly went crazy at MANGO..in the end..went to try,quite many dun fit..lolx...save money...
saw quite a few i like at FOREVER 21...but managed to control..
TOPSHOP is like heaven to me..i was controlling not to get the basic tank tops..i love the colors! and also the accessoriesssssssssss!!! siao liaoooooooooooooo!!!
anyway i wander around till bout 4.30pm then i walked back...
hmmm left the salon at 6pm!!! goodness!!! so damn long! but mummy's hair is really nice!!!

took a bus to bugis..walked around...bought a pair of lovely pumps! coz mummy wear my heels,so,juz give her lor..keke..and also mummy bought a dress..we can share but i think i look ugly in it..yucks..

anyway reached home at bout 9.30pm..

slacked,rest,chat online till 1.15am tthen went for supper!
seriously lor confirm fat one...sobz...

anyway alicia saw me at momo last sat!!! lolx i think i looked pretty stupid..coz very last min wahz..i was in a long black skirt..felt so weird!

anyway my so sianz lor i cant load my pic from my camera!!! suckzzzzz!!!
sweet sharlene sent me a few pic from the hair modelling stuff...
check out my smiles so plastic! coz it's after the photoshoot,smile till sianz liao..

from left is my stylist,jessie,beside her is a hair model,sharlene,me,jeanette
our stylists different lahz...i love jeanette's gothic look!!! our make up was very very thick~~~!
gosh!

hmmmm i gonna sleep soon le!
nite nite!

siao liao

2005-11-20T22:12:00.000-08:00

lack of updates lack of pic! haha..

fri
evonne asked me go momo..
after much hestiatation i decided to go..lolx...
i met henry at clarke quey...
he very the blur lor..so near us yet we walk 1 big round..
met ling outside momo..
she said i slimmed down..haha...but i got eat k..
anyway..
ling's another 2 frenz came down too..
daniel(i think thatz his name) & henry got alot to talk bout sia..coz both part time models i think..
then ling talk to her friend...
no one talk to me again!!! hahahaha..
me n ling shared a waterfall...first time try it..not bad wor!!!
after 2 beers,im still sober..lolx...
then had a tequila shot..then im high!
juz nice lor tipsy but not drunk..

after that went to the restroom..saw some friends at the pool table..wanna intro to ling one but she went back!!!!!!!! *bish ling*

anyway first time clubbing with ling,fun!!!

sat
had a long day...
interesting but tired..
went to a pub with some friends..first time wor...
coz dun feel like going back early on a sat nite!
anyway left after an hour like that...
went to momo again!!!
shit lor this time round i drank quite little...but im drunk can!
henry reached quite late..by the time he's there im already quite gone case...
hai...mindy mindy why so weak..
last time im drunk i drank cranberry juice..this time also cranberry..shit lor..next time dun want liao...
i remembered what happened last nite and i think i muz have looked like an idiot! poor henry gotta send me home..he said like drag a cow home...haha...
i told him i feel like puking..then he asked me not to puke on him..hahaha..
i remembered that we went to a coffee shop near my house then he force me to drink milo..
haiz...
no more cranberry anymore!!!!
yesh when i reached home i puked *ashamed*

i wasted my sunday...
i ate only cornflakes...hmmmmm...
im still tired lahz...yawnz..

yawnz

2005-11-17T05:45:00.000-08:00

morning!!! i havent sleep yet!
my body clock system is terrible horrible horrigible!!!

went for supper with henry juz now..
jeb called...haha he and his frenz came to find me...
talk to a few of his friends..2 are from design courses..
anyway...i've gained weight..
back to normal again! so ppl pls dun worry im not skinny anymore!!!

anyway i wanna book the basic theory test...haha got the book from kah hway liao!!!

did i mention that my hair SUX to the core?????????????????!!!!!!!
tired to explain...but my fringe is freaky short now!
but nevertheless it's an experience..so i shall not complain!
will post the pic of my photoshoot,process & pic with the other 2 hair model when it's sent to me!
^_^
and did i mention my hair is green???!!!! lol partially lahz! now im green hair girl! omg!!!
and my stylist dyed my eyebrow! i like it lahz...but the only worry is when it grows out,it would be very unsightly!!! gosh...

later im gonna wake up quite early...sianz...gotta do quite a few stuff...hopefully enough time bah...hmmm...

this is yet another new chapter..new beginning of my life..
im glad...
hope things will change!
though now my hair cut is bad and my confidence level is more or less affected,i will try my best!

i wanna know how do you actually determine a person's maturity level,say after meeting him/her a few times?
well,there's quite alot of questions going through my mind. but now i have come to accept that everybody's view is different,i cant change what ppl think,and i dun think there's a need. so i'll just be me! i will naturally open up when i want to.

friends,i made more friends recently and im glad ^_^
i still miss my other friends though!
made a pact with jia,kah hway & chelle to meet up first & last/ first friday of every month! for meal or chit chat! hope we can really do it,let'z mark our calendar!
steph & hammie,wahz super super long then will meet them one lor coz it's their fyp liaoo..but still..since we stay quite near mayb we can try to meet up often too,but plssssssssss dun talk too much bout schhhh coz im outta it!!!
cinddddddddddddyyyy u still own crystal & me a marche meal u know?!!!! not ribena k!!! i want calamari!!! yummmyyyyyyyzzz!!!

i gotta go to bed soon!
and wake up a few hours later!!!
yawnzzz awakeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

supper pats tummy

2005-11-14T16:32:00.000-08:00

for last week,i had supper for 4 days.
roy was like telling me how unhealthy supper is...hmmmm if i eat bland food should be ok rite???
anyway my cough is shooooo much better now!

haha..
feeling happier nowadays..
sort out many stuff already...dun feel so burdened...
but still..there's still many challenges ahead waiting for me to overcome...

during this period,im glad that i know there's still ppl concern about me..
there are some supportive friends & i really appreciate it :)

it's being a long long time since i last saw jia...ermmm not very long lahz but felt very long lor...
that zar boh still say dun wanna club liao...then last sat called me..so gian to club...
too bad i very sick..and also too many nites out not good for health..and pocket...keke..

i juz ate oreo with milk..haha sho long nv eat liao..
i wanna eat mac i wanna eat mac i wanna eat mac!!!
hmmmm...i think i gained a lil weight liao...coz last nite i had supper too! and i finished almost all!
i can feel my appetite coming back!

so long nv post pic liao...hmmm nothin much to blog nowadays also..

hmmm anyway now tony & i are friends..
im now glad at the way things are :)
i doubt i will go into another relationship soon..jeb said talk only lahz...hmmm true lahz but this is how i feel now wahz...better dun say anything...keke...
im enjoying singlehood! though i know got pros & cons,since i made this decision,i will have to suffer the occasional loneliness...and xmas will be more jialat can!!!! think i will stay at home coz festive seasons,you only see couples couples couples!!! and somemore most of my girlfriends are attached! so...lonely me...i will juz wait for santa at home...haha...

i already have an idea in mind bout what to give my girlfriends!!! hahaha...budget lahz...
but u guys hor can take a look at my wishlist lahz..haha...some a bit ex lahz...but if u buy the ex ex one hor then for 3 xmas u dun have buy for me liao...haha i think no one will buy also lor...
im siao now lahz...
i havent eat my medicine for today yet...i mean for the cough one lahz...

i remembered im easily tricked by others in sec sch..
when someone said something very absurd,i will be like "reallllyyyyy huhhhh???" and the thing is i really believe lor! im always being laughed at!!! sobz!
and to think that now i got tricked again,yes again same trick and i fell into the trap! stupid meeeeeee!!! ok lahz i think im blur lor..
but hey dun take advantage of me k sometimes i also very clever one hor!

i said im a "yu nu" and my frenz puke...i so jialat one meh???

so boring!
i think im gonna dig out some sec sch pic and see liao! then mayb i would post it here! juz for laughs! keke..

说爱我

2005-11-11T17:35:00.000-08:00

now listening to this song,really very very nice!!!

歌曲：说爱我
歌手：梁一贞专辑：战神插曲

我的眼睛并不向往另一片天空
禁止进入爱情是我说的
谁也听不见这种孤单真可怜多
爱一次就多些寂寞
你为什么还是不懂我要的自由
一句话就让你离我远了
别让我以为快乐最后会粉碎
人最孤单的时候绝不会掉眼泪
说爱我在我的耳边对我说
我已经真的太久忘了
这种心动爱太难了解了
我们还看不懂
那一些心酸快乐有多少还很真呢
说爱我用你的手心温暖我
就算你不能证明爱我能爱多久
我知道你想躲我要的并不多
一起看天空好吗最后一分钟
一起看天空好吗最后爱我
说爱我

this song is really very very very nice,im gonna learn it once my voice is back!

anyway juz now went out for a while..
had supper..omg confirm fat lor..
haiz...
i dun wanna be fattttt...
although i know im not even considered fat,but i feel kinda chubby at times,and since im quite petite,it would be obvious when i gain weight...

anyway im still coughing..
not gonna club again this week..
wed juz went to zouk..
well,not exactly my cup of tea..coz i dunno how to dance retro lor! gimme phuture anytime!
lol..
anyway i know i ought to cut down on nites out..
but the thing is my body clock is so screwed up already...
like now im not even tired lor..
anyway...i really hate being broke..
november many ppl birthday...
i think sometimes i spend too much on junk food & vcd...

im really craving for mac now...but too bad i cant eat..i dun wanna worsen my condition liao..
hmmm...

there's so many movies i wanna watch! but not enough money and also no one to acc me! sorry lah my available timing weird weird one...

i didnt know vanness is starring in a movie..until i saw this!!! i dun care what the movie is about lahz i juz wanna see him!!!!!!!!! is he still as droolicious as b4?

i wanna watch SKY HIGH also!!!!

heard this is very touching...

i know if i watch this very waste money coz most of the time i will cover my eyes...

haha i hope to find a movie kaki!!!

anyway the spare phone im using now really sux can...1 day dunno muz charge how many times..
then somemore not use to it...yuckssss!!!
keke i want thissss...

any kind soul out there wanna sponsor me???
no lahz i not very greedy,i juz want a nice nice flip phone with alrite camera function..

hmmmm bored...
for the rest of the week i think i will be home..

oops im a bit drowsy liao..muz be the medicine...
but it's juz less than 4 hours since i ate the wantan mee with wantan & char siew...
haha..i thinkim weird..my food choices are quite limited when it comes to meat..
but luckily today got a rubbish bin beside me,help me finish the food..

anyway i feel sho short...
but im not used to wearing heels on a regular basis..
i think i should start with wearing those low low one..

im pretty nervous bout the haircut..do u think i will look nice in short bangs?
feel like trying..but im afraid i will look like shit...
arrgghhhh...
mayb ask the stylist first bah...

yawnzzz...
i wanna learn how to sing the hokkien song....
stepphhh faster send me the translation lyrics!!!

morning

2005-11-11T07:00:00.000-08:00

finally changed my blogskin..so sick of the previous one...
but this is only half way done...coz i wanna sleep liaooooooooooooo!!!

keke..
my throat hurts again...
hmmmm...

i miss design canteen western food stall!
i miss grilled fish butter rice!
i miss chicken chop!
i miss chicken wing!
i miss nacho cheese fries!
i miss sandwiches!
i miss teh peng!
i miss ribena!

going back on thursday! yummmmmmmmyyyzzz!!!

k im of to my dreamland...

still down

2005-11-07T16:24:00.000-08:00

lots of updates wor!!!
no pic though...no mood for pic recently...
anyway...
i cant remember much...
alrite..
last friday morning meet cindy 9.15am at tamp...got 1 day work..
anyway we went to modernage..
our job is to return the clothes/toys/books/bags/hampers to the shops in paragon...
we took a cab to the studio at henderson road..
waited for 1 hour for the photographer to reach to open the studio for us...
there's so many things!!!
imagine we are both not fat girls..and 1 cab is not enough for us! we gotta take 2 cab back to the office!
alrite we very stupid lahz...then from the office we took 1 cab to paragon...
our fingers like gonna break can...
i was waiting at the taxi stand with so many bags,ppl may think i damn rich.wahahaha...
anyway we spend 1 hour plus return the stuff..but it's not all..
we took a cab back..bring stuff to paragon again..
this time..we very clever...use the marketplace trolley...though we look damn stupid...but then i rather look stupid then break all my fingers..
anyway bumped into 2 friends...helped us for a while...
then after that it's already 5.10pm when we eat bread and drink water...omg we were so tired...
but i leave earlier...so cindy continued to help emma..

i took a train to bishan..shit lor i got kinda lost...
then finally found the salon...late for abit...
then the stylist do temp perm for me see whether im suitable or not..
i think i look aunty lor..but she said i suit it!!! omg..
then take pic of me...
and said that she will contact me again...

then i took a cab home because i think i look terrible!!!
went home wash my hair then im out again...

went to tamp to meet crystal..slack at starbucks when eating my long john meal..
her bf was there too..they are so cute together :)

bout 10pm i left tamp...took train to orchard..waited for steph till 11pm...
then we talked...
took bus to zouk...
haha we are freaking blur can...mistaken the velvet underground queue for zouk's queue...
until henry came..then we went to have a drink first..then went in...
that nite kinda fun..
steph is super engrossed in her own world...so cute...

anyway we left at 4.30am..
went to eat...
shared mee goreng with steph...talk talk talk together until 6am like that..
take cab also cheaper...no midnite charge..drop henry off at orchard so he can take a bus home..then steph drop at bishan...then lastly is me...keke..

anyway sati woke up at 2.30pm..
it's my sis's bday celebration...
anyway it's chaos coz so many kids!!!
talked to my cousin..chermont...
we were kinda pissed off at some things...haiz..
but i guess it will be alrite..
heard some stuff from her and i find it very ridiculas..

anyway sunday...
woke up late...
my bloody phone is spoilt lor! im really very upset!!!
it's good in a way that i wanna get a new phone..
but then need to sign new line!!! sianz!!!

anyway fast forward...
this morning got woken up by a call..
my stylist called..she said she chose me!
theni was telling her that i dun like japanese perm..
then she said main thing is she will have to cut and dye my hair..
then perm she can set temp one for me for the photoshoot..
im so nervous!!! she will do manicure and pedicure for me too...ermmm...can see one meh?
im juz nervous bout the photoshoot lor...gosh i think i have forgotten how to smile...
still i took up the offer because i only live once..and i dun mind trying this..
keke..
new hairstyle..might be good..
but i got a strong feeling my fringe will end up being very short...
helpppppppppppp

anyway woke up today...bad start also..quarrelled with mummy again..
now i felt like very hard to find ppl to understand me..
no need to understand...juz dun oppose..
whatever i said also no use..
like i said im not together with henry..no one will believe..juz becoz im hanging out more with him doesnt means im together with him...
for now..only steph & him i can really talk to without being afraid lor..
haiz...
i asked my uncle to come over this evening..becoz..now i already felt alone..
i hope he can understand...
anyway..i actually felt like studying...but i dunno whether i can manage or not..
but my mummy asked me not to study...thw way she said is very discouraging...
it's like her daughter is juz a piece of shit lor..
i juz dun feel loved anymore...
im not pampered anymore..

cryz

disappointed

2005-11-02T06:08:00.000-08:00

today went to hougang kbox with steph..
i took a cab there...
we are both not happy that day...
released our anger by singing! esp steph!!!
her singing improve alot! while mine is "you qi wu li" like that..lolx...

anyway i sang until 7pm...
anyway after that i took a cab to parkway to meet henry..
becoz i not sure what bus goes there...hmmm...
anyway went to play pool...
but then got some issues lahz...so i was kinda not happy..
so we went to starbucks..
to chat...
haiz..got kinda upset lahz...
anyway henry called jia out...
so we chat lor...
saw chelle & ys...gonna update chelle soon!!!
anyway bout 11pm+ we went to have another round of pool...
played for a while only lahz...
becoz i got no strength...
imagine i nv see for the whole day!
haiz...after jia left,we went to talk again.

reached home liao,then talked to my mum.
im kinda upset that she got worried.
complicated issues,but just that pls lahz dun feed my mum anymore info that she dun have to know,do you know that she got so upset & smoke a pack of cigarettes? her health condition,u guys should know. anything,pls talk to me,not her,becoz it would be no use talking to her.

im just mad,found out some disappointing info.
im still mad. however good the intentions are,approach is wrong. and the whole thing would be messed up!!!!!!

somebody told me that,everything,there's a positive side to it.
but now.
i still feel down.
my heart still feel heavy.
i have cried.
i juz need someone who understand.
someone who dun judge.
someone who wont stop me from having my own thinking.
haiz...

chelle,kah hway i will update you girls asap.
wei xiong,lester sorry if i made u guys worried.
ke lun,thanks for your concern.
steph,im very glad that you listened to me rant,and also not judge me ^_^
henry,thanks for listening to me rant too.
jia,i know ur intention is good,but i believe we still gotta work some things out.
tony,sorry juz treat this as my fault & take care.

to myself,stay strong stay true.

sianz

2005-10-31T13:37:00.000-08:00

woke up 12.30pm today...overslept!!!
was late lor...poor ann qi gotta wait for her sleepy jie jie..

bought lunch home...
i kinda hungry...
but i ate like 5 mouthfuls and i feel like puking!
it's so weird..my love-hate relationship with food is so weird!
recently i was back on the track of eating at least 1 proper meal a day...
now i seriously dun have appetite lor...
think gotta start eating choc everyday...at least will be full without eating much...

hmmmm...
im so tired now...
yesterday sleep quite late..
but last nite i was not very tired...im siao already...
but tonite confirm tired!!!

dear is gonna book out later...
he sounds weird weird one..
i sense a storm coming up..
seriously..a bit no mood liao...hope we wont quarrel..

yawnz..

sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2005-10-31T11:58:00.000-08:00

now my life is like shit
im so tired liao can
i juz wanna shut down

jia & i had a tiff..
after so long.....
anyway she meant well...
but still i still think what i told her about how i feel..
mayb she's too caught up in caring bout me until the part whereby how i feel & all is slightly neglected...
it's not her fault & it's certainly not my fault..
i dun wanna pinpoint anymore...
it's too tiring..
and has taken a toll on our friendship...

sometimes i juz want someone to understand...
not that i dun accept advice..but in the end it's up to me right?
even for family,when we cross a certain line,some love & all will be affected.
im glad that she cares bout me so much till she dun mind bout it.
but...
haiyah i dun wanna blog bout this all out,wait will offend ppl,some things,i think it's meant to be keep to myself.

my mother..haiz...i dunno lahz...still love her & all..
juz that her nagging & suspiciousness is making me irritated...

how i wish i can juz go away for a period of time...

im juz gonna shut down now..

haiz...

2005-10-31T01:44:00.000-08:00

feeling so haizzzzzzzzzzz...............................................

tml dear book out...

things wont be the same as b4...

argggggggggghhhhh im so contradicting at times!
well all the times i guess!!!

anyway to JIA:helllooo i not scolding you lahz blur!!! but this is just what i feel...

hmmmm im hungry now...juz now ate so little coz really very full...haiz...

everything is in a mess now!!!

now steph almost same problem with me...
hope we can go through it together and remain as ourselves...

anyway flirts are bad for ur heart...
i know dear is a flirt in heart...
but he never really break my heart...

so mindy what is the purpose of me typing this?
i dunno lor! high on caffeine???
siao!!!

im tired.
physically..coz in this 2 days i slept for like less then 8 hours in total..
mentally..because i think i will have a rough path ahead..

but still..tired or not...
i still need to go through...

what the hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll am i talking about???
*slaps myself*

night ppl gonna send myself to bed before i broadcast any nonsense...

anyway nowadays i tried too hard to crack joke till i become super lame...
haiz my heart is so heavy..
pls cheer me upppppppppppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

suey night

2005-10-29T13:11:00.000-07:00

yesterday i made a grave mistake..someone sure wont forgive me..
when gonna enter black then realised forgot to bring ic..but luckily still able to enter with my student pass...
then within like 1 hour there,the front of my wedges BROKE! omg sueyness can! but thanks to henry & stanley who used a rubber band to tied it for me...at least can last for the night...

honestly it's the first time i got so drunk..
initially i was not even high at all! but after that..sit down then the guys talk & play,then i was just keep drinking & drinking...partly also im kinda down...though this is no excuse for drinking so much...

left at 4am+,thanks to wei xiong's sis who sent me back,& also lester who ensure my safely back home...

phew luckily got ppl look after me..haiz...

when i reach home,i puked sia...first time! like huiping said,feel like dying!!!
next time round i will just stop at 1.5 jug,nothin more nothin less...

haiz...heard from jia that yuting said i havent grow up! omg,jia said i dunno how to control..
kinda said that they judge just like this..
in the first place,i didnt know i got that drunk,serious,it's not part of my plan,i just need to feel the kick.
but,too bad,now i know i cant really drink well,and next time i would know how to gauge.
jia was like saying she wanna slap me,haiz.
and this morning i got a scolding from her.
hmph,sad! but now i promised that i know where i gotta stop,& seriously i dun like to puke lor!
jia was saying that "you mean you muz try your limit meh?",my explanation is that not i muz try,just now ok now i know my limit. haiz..i wont let it happen again so my frenz wont get worried...

was quite glad to see wei xiong & yuting..becoz really very very very very very long nv see them liao..

alright today jia is gonna abandon eric and acc me! meeting her 3pm at town! gonna prepare now!!!

i wanna have this!!!

2005-10-27T00:48:00.000-07:00

i want this in pink!!! pretty!
but i think VS3 is coming out soon,but there's no pink for that.hmmm,not that my phone is spoilt till cant use,but it's still a bit faulty,and i want a flip phoneeeeeeeeee!!!

anyway my i still have red red eyes!!! so horrible!
at least it's not that swollen,and half of my eye is still red,hmmm dunno when then will recover..

haiz we still havent pay our bills yet & mummy buy new sofa somemore! becoz our current one is spoilt,and she's sick & tired of always taking it out to wash,it's very troublesome. so mummy went to buy a new leather sofa set,i dunno how it look like. it will be here tml!
think end of this week then can go pay bills bah,so ex,mummy's hp bill is the most ex of all!!!

today mummy brought crystal to her future primary sch to buy uniform,soooo cute!
haha her skirt is so long! but at least it fits!
the belt,so funny,the uncle said she's the first one who needs so many holes on the belt,coz she's really skinny!!!

check out her long skirt!!!

she's quite glad of how she look like in her uniform ^_^

yawnz actually kinda tired now..
night night!

2005-10-23T07:42:00.000-07:00

did i mention that my dear looks absolutely dashing in his uniform?
lol even mummy said he looks very shuai!
lol..

haiz..gotta put eye drop liao..
and also eat my medicine..
first time see doc so ex,$40!!!

im tearing again..i hate it! make my eyes so swollen!
feeling kinda feverish again...
sianz...dunno dinner muz eat what...maggie mee i guess..
so sad,last time dear will look after me...now i gotta look after myself...
hmmm..

looking forward to dear's next book out!

dear book in liao...

2005-10-23T06:01:00.000-07:00

hmmmm so fast dear book in liao...

anyway went to see doc today because i have sore eyes! it's really very terrible! my eyes are both red and extremely swollen.
doc said it's a very bad case of sore eyes,it will take 5 to 10 days to recover! omg! somemore i got fever also! the white part of my eyes are swollen,imagine how terrible it is!

i gotta put eye drop every 2 hourly,and now im wearing shades at home,in case i pass to crystal,because it is very contagious also.

gosh! yesterday nite was the worse! i keep tearing and tearing,cant control at all,and i had fever. told dear. but he was sleeping like a pig,and even accidentally hit my right eye! lol

anyway i was feeling like shit when i came back home.
haiz...
and now dear book in liao..i hope his sore eyes got better!
hmmmm gtg now!

woooooooo my hauls!

2005-10-20T02:02:00.000-07:00

today went shopping with mummy! and crystal also!
our agenda for this shopping trip is to buy pressie for my cousin,clive,whose birthday would be celebrate on this saturday. and also to buy a nice outfit for crystal for her own birthday!

well..we did manage to get a nice outfit for crystal..but i really dunno what to get for my cousin! if get for girl then very easy,but i have no idea what to get for boys!!!

anyway we shop realy hard..lolx..
first stop...we went to ness...
didnt expect to buy anything from there...coz not really out type...
but i spotted a smock tube...

and mummy loves it! so off to the cashier we go!!!!!

well go shopping of course muz go MANGO right?
so we went to MANGO,at 1 go i took like 5 tops to try,but in the end i only like 2! but in the end only got 1..which is this!

and mummy bought a jacket!

for herself! she always have this fetish for furry thing! but this jacket is really comfy & warm! very suitable for the cold weather now! gonna share with her for sure!

isn't this absolutely cute???!!!
actually we wanna get the poodle whole set one,but crystal cant even wear the smallest size for the skirt which is a 4! omg she is soooooo skinny!!!

this black skirt is from This Fashion,simple,easy to match.

bought facial foam to share,ginseng eye cream for mummy,vitamin c eye cream for myself,2 mask for myself,and the foot scrub is a free gift.

from BOURJOIS PARIS.
lippy is for mummy,omg the color is damn sweet,think barbie pink!
decided to try their mascara,hopefully it will be good!
liquid foundation,i have finished using my clinique liquid foundation,find it a tad too thick & it would become very cakey,so try this brand,$10 cheaper than clinique one! haha
got the loose powder also,first time buy loose powder,think it would more natural? not so cakey???

cute bedroom slippers for myself! from bata,very cheap!

here comes my fave............

absolutely gorgeous.....

not me....

but....

my Levis Ladies Style skirt!

please pardon me for my bad photography,it's a lovely piece! i love the dark dark color,it's not short,and of course the main attraction is the swaroski crystals! i think i will be so afraid of sitting down when i wear it,hope it wont drop off easily!
initially wanna get the ladies style jeans,but i look damn ugly wearing it coz it's not hipster,it's mid-riff. so i got the skirt instead,got it at 1 size bigger so that it will sit nicely on my hips! ^_^
love mummy! i didnt even say i wanna get it,i just oooh & ahhh over it,then i got a few styles to try,then mummy juz say choose 1 lor. lolx...i love it!!!

anyway gonna sleep now! meeting jia tml at 9am bedok interchange for breakfast! nitey!
oooh yah...gonna see my deary sooooooon! cant wait!!!